one & only Cupcake !

outing , yeah ?

2010-11-04T17:42:00.000+08:00

5 sisters ~

Today was the day of DNT paper . Fuhh ~ like finally . paper was quite tough . i did manage to do the paper till the end but some of the questions i dont know how to do . blahhhhhh! nvm , what is over , definitely over . true true true .

People , i'm bored . i just cant wait for 7 nov . i really wish it goes well . i want to spend time with my beloved 5 sisters . Although not with my 10 april GFs . For 10 april GFs , we'll do it after you finish your O's . yeah . Done with planning of the food . hehe .

p/s : to all my adeks , watch out on 7 nov . especially yg paling kecik . ;D

2010-10-31T14:17:00.002+08:00

grrrr ... bored . hungry . alone .

bye . go clean the house . D;

2010-10-21T15:31:00.001+08:00

Long i've not update here . since i have time . i shall update . Many things has happen . and i just realise that people do sometimes change . Changed for the bad or changed for the good . well , i've been going out with my 5sisters . Hayati ( Payung ) , Amalina ( Bunge ) , Nisa ( $2 ) and Natasha ( Valerie ) . But Valerie seldom follow us . ;( Recently , took some pictures during the outing .

1) Out with Hayati and Amalina go HMV . bought Justin Bieber Merchandise .

2) Out with my Soul Sister , Khairunnisa . Last minute planned by her .

3) Out with 7Brothers . Accompany Afiq go find work . then played pool with the rest . ;DD

4) Sleepover at Mum's house for 4 days ! yayness !

Pictures will be uploaded at Facebook soon . Do check it out , yeah ? haha .

Results are back . yayness . Alhamdullilah . All turn out very good . Proud of myself . ;DD

FML !

2010-09-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

kayy . FISHH !
nowadays , i've been feeling so down during the night time .
why uhh ? always have that feeling of crying . idontknow why and dont ask me .
i've realised that my studies are affected . been not concentrating during classes .
why ? why ? why ?

sobsob . i wish that you know how i feel right now . missing you deeply .
why am i always thinking of you ?!

GO STUDY LUHH CT ! START TO REVISE AND IMPROVE UR WEAK SUBJECTS !
fml .

updatingggggggggggggggggggggggggggg......................................

2010-09-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

kayy , this guy here . suruh update .
ye luhh , updating ni .

hmmm . now tgh 1 wk holiday . rot at home like usual .
wants night studying with nisa . she revise , i do my hmwk .
lgi 2-3 more days dah raye . cpt ehh . hmmmmm .
anyways , prangai adek maken teruk .
FCUK him . always make mama marah .
malam2 kluar . "pegi kdai " konon nyer .
now , he's not back and not picking up calls and reply my msges .
fish !

p/s: you're cute . i really wish that we can be like we used to . ;)

ctsayang ;

2010-07-26T22:14:00.004+08:00

kayy . sorryyyyyy sangat2 that i never update . ;D school is great . Homework aren't great . hehe . iloveyou , bby . ;D yknowiknow .

moved !

2010-06-18T14:56:00.000+08:00

Sorry girls and boys for not updating .
currently , i'm not in for blogger anymore .

moved to tumblr .
pndi2 uhh carik ehh . hehe . ;D

Moved ;

new !

2010-05-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

today , bought shoes .
SHOPPPPING babe .
heheh .

overall , spend ~$290 . wow . shopping spreee sia .
bought :
- nike dunk : $179
- nike street soccer : $ 75
- 2 fbt shorts : $22

ehehee . brother bought , Vans Limited Edition .

bought this nike dunk . and guess what ?
i bought the same shoe as Amirah Neh .
haha . she got it as a presentfrom her sis .
hahaha . lol kan . kiter jiwe luhh kan . hehehe .

after buying this things , went to New Hawa restaurant to eat .
hunggrrryyyyyy deh . then go home sweet home .

sesaper uhh ehh !

2010-05-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

"Shahid: Cheyy ! Suke Khairulanwar seyy !"

what's that for ?!

nak bilang pa satu dunia yang aku ni suke Khairulanwar .

kalau aku suke pun , ape kau boleh buat ?

asal ? jealous per aku suke dier ?

is there any problem with that ? kau pun suke Khairul per ?

tak der name ehh ? nak pkai name kawan aku , shahid asal ?

nak sabotage dier pulak ?

Ishishish . jahat jugak ehh kau . tak sangke .

taruk name sendiri tak blh ? takot ?

TUIK uhh !

Smokers are not allowed in my life .

2010-05-20T00:54:00.000+08:00

smoking ? thinking of smoking ? think twice before you start . Do you ever think of your love ones whenever you smoke ? Do you know what are the consequences when you smoke ? Do you people ever think of that ? you smoke because you want to distress , fun or bad influence from bad friends ? i guess , this is just an excuse . ONE BIG EXCUSE .

For those who had already quit from smoking , great ! at young age , you're smoking ! That's illegal and also will affect your health . You can't see it now , but sooner when you gets older . Honestly , I'm started to dislike people who smoke . The smoke from the cigarette is just the same as the gas produced by cars and also people surrounding will affect more than you do .

i do love my friends . Now i know why my lovelies hate it . For those still smoking , please i beg you to stop . Control yourself ! you must control yourself , don't let cigarettes control you . i know i cant force my friends to stop but i advice them . If you don't want listen , its your loss . sighh .

"Love your family rather you love your cigarettes . - my own "

sad evening ;(

2010-05-19T01:42:00.000+08:00

currently is 1:36 am on my laptop screen .
i still havent sleep yet because of i'm waiting for someone's call but my phone didnt rang yet .
Chatting with my gerlfriend , Nisa . She isnt sleeping yet . hah . tonight , we're together in the same situation . sighh . Let's cheer up together then . ;D

" Our greatest weakness lies on giving up . - Thomas Edison "

Let's not give up .
Good night .

can't sleep , just like you .

2010-05-16T02:24:00.000+08:00

bored
bored
bored
bored
bored
bored !

i cant sleep exactly . you cant sleep , i cant sleep . great !
this is what i do when i'm not sleeping . now its 2.06 AM on my laptop screen .
post something on facebook about yesterday during PVP .

he likes it . D;

he actually wanted to kick it accurately . grrrr .

after a few comments , fahim comment it .

and he said this ! freak .
what sia . grrrrrr ... tk perlu .

SICCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK! D;

2010-05-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

Kayy . i'm sick . D;

having flu , dry cough and slight feverish .
didnt go to school , sobsob .
today's paper was Maths Paper 1

Favourite subject and i'm sick ! grrrrr . getting on my nerves .
and i heard it was quite easy . haha .
wth !

tmr's paper is biology . and i still cant go to sch .
boring . then followed mum go her friend's house just now .

p/s : thanks khairul , nasheerah , Fiona , John Teoh , Afiq and those who cared . Love you .

Nothing on you , baby .

2010-05-06T00:10:00.001+08:00

Nothin' On You - B.O.B feat. Bruno Mars

Beautiful girls

all over the world
i could be chasing

But my time would be wasted

They got nothing on you , baby .

Nothing on you , baby .

They might say hi and i might say hey
But you shouldn't be worry , about what they say
'cause they got nothing on you , baby...
nothing you baby ...

i know you feel where i'm coming from
Regardless of the things in my past that i've done
Most of it really was for the hell of the fun
on the carousel , so around i spun
with no direction , just trying get some
trying chase skirts , living in the summer sun
and so i lost more than i had ever won
and honestly , i ended with none .

it's so much nonsense , it's on my conscience
i'm thinking " maybe i should get it out "
and i dont wan to sound redundant
but i was wondering , if there was something that you wanna know
but nevermind that , we should let it go .
cause we dont wanna be a tv episode .
and all the bad thoughts let it

Beautiful girls

all over the world
i could be chasing

But my time would be wasted

They got nothing on you , baby .

Nothing on you , baby .

Hands down , there will be never another one .

i've been around , and i never seen another one .

Because your style , i ain't got nothing on

and you wild when you 'ain't got nothing' on ?

baby you the whole package

plus you pay your taxes

and you keep it real , while them

stays plastic

you're my wonderwoman , call me mr Fantastic .

Stop .

now think about it

i've been to London

I've been to Paris

even way out there in Tokyo

back home in Georgia ,

to New Orleans

But you always steal the show .

and just like that girl ,

you got me froze

like a nintendo 64

If you never knew , well , now you

know

Beautiful girls

all over the world
i could be chasing

But my time would be wasted

They got nothing on you , baby .

Nothing on you , baby .

They might say hi and i might say hey
But you shouldn't be worry , about what they say
'cause they got nothing on you , baby...
nothing you baby ...

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go listen to the song .
is nice . especially the video clip .

2010-04-29T20:05:00.000+08:00

Taggs Replied ;
SYU ; linked .
ZYIE ; Linked .
Shahid ; linked !

Naffy ; Relinked .

RIeska ; awwww . i miss you too , darling . ;) meet in sch !

nike ? adidas ? Supra ?

2010-04-29T19:53:00.000+08:00

Supra ? or Adidas ? or Nike ?
i'm freaking confused !
i want to buy but i dont even know where the shops in Singapore selling this .
wil ask people if they know . hhaha !

Help me ! hehe .

....... ?

2010-04-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

Today is bored .

Morning ;
- floorball training at cck .
- watched the div 4 match .
- go home .

Afternoon ;
- slack at home .
- bored .
- watched tv until my dad came home .

Night ;
- went out for dinner .
- came back and COMPUTER !
- updating blog as i'm bored .

Tomorrow !
- studying me yati and friends . ohh ! Mdm shah is joining too ! ;D

" Your first love isn't easy to forget yet ; "

hot ; hot ; hot !

2010-04-12T20:10:00.001+08:00

HOT ; HOT ; HOT .
Wth . the humidity in s'pore is becoming worse . The heat is suppeeeerrr HOT nowadays .
kayy , will talk abt today .

Great ! morning i had my run . nice sweat and smell .
there goes my smell in class . haha ! nahh ! i dont smell .
hehe . had our SS test . studied but can't really rmbr . haha . copied Judy abit .
Recess time ;
nahh , no recess for me . copy notes for malay , or you die !
bell goes off . went for malay lesson .
thanks ehh cher . you're "the most great" teacher . thanks a lot .
did my Aplikasi ( application ) but not Bukti ( evidence ) . have not copy yet to the paper but its in another paper .
and guess WHAT ?
she made us squat down behind the class for like almost 45 mins .
almost half the class didnt do the bukti .
all our legs are getting numb . what about me ?
cramps all over my leg . bcos of the morning run plus the 45 mins squat .

Grrrrrr ! forget about those things . it just sucks !
well , now i'm in boredom . had nothing to do therefore , i camwhore myself with my webcam .
currently sitting on my bad and updating this blog !

"It's tough forgetting him or someone who touches your heart ." - Ms Ho

Love ;

2010-04-05T21:59:00.001+08:00

Love - monkayegileisa

its very touching . very very nice voice . sighh .

i'm in love with you , bby .
2 years of waiting , i think its too much .
do you realise that ? i dont think so .
sighh . now i think you're in love with someone .
and i dun know who . sighh .
i'm curious .
i'm jealous .
i'm sad .
i'm crying .
maybe you just treat me as a close fren .
but .....
nvm .... dont worth it anymore .
trying my best to forget you but i really cant .
everytime i face you , i feel my love is back for you .
how ?

i'm strong , i know . but how come i cant overcome this !
why ?! is it because he is always is in front of you ?
what's the use of you crying ? you dun cry because of him .
it wont change anything if you dun do something .
WAKE UP , CT !
what's wrong ? be strong !

late late late update .

2010-03-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hello readers .

i'm really sorry for the late reply .

i've been really really really busy with school work that i have no time to update .

holiday for me is not like a holiday . bcos need to go to sch . wth . freak . look at my school diary and you'll know . D;

On sat , went for Deklemasi Sajak 2010 to support my fellow friends and also control the lightings . was scary doing the lights cos i'm not familiar with it . ;P Overall , they really did very well performing and giving all out ! watch the last 2 performance by St. Andrews and B.P.G.H . Ending was a performance by a singing group , Dua . was nice ! like so called "Sleeq" . haha .then a song " tanpa" was sang by a couple from NUS . Our day was ended by winning part of the competition , Penghayatan Terbaik . We were too happy that some cried . Although part of the competition , it was a first time winning this competition . called Ms Nafisah and told her we won something . she shouted in the phone and i guess she cried . We start with a cry and end of with a cry too .

On sun , went NUS again for NUS Mini Tournament . was abit late . then came bel , nina , JL , Nadia ... missed nina ! sighh . talked to her throughout the match . while talking2 , she said that " wahh ! people think we flirting sia . " hahah . overall , we got 5th . hhaa . won 1 game only . hahha .

Starting to .....

miss her ,

miss her voice ,

miss her jokes ,

miss her smile ,

missing her deeply right now . ;(

sighh.

Nina Nuramaleena Binte Arman ;)

S'pore VS. Japan !

2010-02-07T00:28:00.001+08:00

Heyy earthlings !
Ytd went to tuition as friday was to tired to go . wake up in the morning at ard 11 am . haha . was still feeling tired .so forced myself to wake . haha . then quickly rushed down to tuition centre . yeah , class started liao . 5 - 10 mins late , i guess . haha !

skip , skip , skip .

Nais Yeo , called me in class . LOL . asking me whether i'm going to watch tonight's match at woodlands stadium . i said " okay lorr , if you want me to be there ." . so i did go and then skipped my Squash training . accompanied Nais . But i met Wati , Fir and Emu at CCK mrt platform . Sacrifice just for you . yeah , so went to the stadium first . then bought the tickets for Nais too . Nais was still very far away . So , i went in with them first . watched a short period game of Korea against Malaysia . scored 10 - 2 . wow ! haha . strong . then came after Nais with bunch of our schoolmates with Mr Shashi . haha ! okayy . match started . while watching , i was already feeling very very tired . then Nais and Emu keep disturbing me with " tat guy " . Frustrated at first . then i kept quite until the end of the game . Irritating , that was on my mind . angry was 2nd . frustrated was 3rd and sad was last . and the match was a draw . 2 - 2 .

skip , skip , skip .

Nais says that he wont go if i nvr go cos of someone . in the end , he went with the others to mrt . leaving me behind with Jing Qi , Emu , Fir and Wati . was quite hurt at the same time . plus all the emotions that was written above . Fir was trying to cool me down . Thanks Fir for those words of encouragements and supporting me . Love you many2 . and also Wati , not forgetting . ate dinner with them except Wati and Fir .

p/s: i miss my MONKEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !

can i like go and meet him ? cos i'm missing him badly right now . pleeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssseeeeeeee ! ;(

sighh .

.......

2010-01-31T17:40:00.000+08:00

Heyy peepos !
back to blogging again .
boredom strikes me therefore , here i am .

1st!
ytd , slept at my aunt hse . huhu !
slept in the hall . haha . cool , very cold .
cant sleep that well cos keep waking up . in the end , i slept lying the other way round .
haha . CUTE ! hehhe .

2nd!
Today , met up with Frankli , Huashan , Ikhtiari to do our Cambodia Presentation .
goes smoothly but i was late . hehe . can't wake up in the morning . heheh . sorry guys .
do one time practice and all went back home . hehe . ;D and i'm back to my aunt's house .
Because , my mum , dad and bro went JB to go Elken Stockist in JB . hahah !

kay , done about today ! hehe . i know its abit boring .
OH YEAH ! one more thing , i've done , 3/4 of my homework .

kayy , bye !

good , great then bad .

2010-01-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

Today , went to watch the 'B' boys floorball game . I became their match set .

what an experience . hahah . Overall today's school is good . Lesson are quite okayy , not slepy at all . hehe . got hmwks to do but not completed yet . hmmm . must catch up okay ct ! and also must do your DNT well ! ohmy !

After school , quickly ran to the foyer not to miss the bus . luckily was not late . haha .

will not elaborate more . The guys this time was better but still lost . Its okayy , guys ! Dont look down on this game ! Let's go and fight and have the hunger of ACHIEVEMENT ! GO !

Score : 8 - 2 . ;D reached home with Hari and Shaaban . laughed till u in pain . they really a laughter . hahahha .

reached home , watched tv . "new police story " . quite saddening . cos while he being a police , his loved ones get hurts and losing them one by one .

can i ask to all girls ?

what do you feel when a guy sweet talks to you just to get your attention but he's attached ?

he told you that he loves you and all .... his drms to be with you forever BUT he's attached ?

why guys love to sweet talks to girls just to get her attention ? why ?

and why do girls get this type of treatment ?

......

and i'm wondering why . although there's alot of why 's in my head right now .

being hurt ,

being sad ,

being frustrated ,

being angry with .

many feelings are all in me right now .

i may be happy ,

cheerful ,

laughing my lungs out ,

smiling to you .

sometimes , its not me .

goodbye , ct .

Kerana kata-katamu yang manis itu , aku terluka .

Sweet 16th .

2010-01-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Siti 'Aisya bte Ahmad .

like finally dah sweet 16 . haha . Today in school , many of my friends wishes me . haha . said "Thank You." hhehe . was quite happy with those remembered . ahha . okayy luhh , this year , no present . haha ! didnt expect any present anyway . cos i know im big enuf . haha . what to do kann . i'm already 16 luhh . come on . huhu . Can watch NC16 already ! haha ! Can play pool already ! hehe . Ohh ! Shao Qi also have the same b'dae as me ! wow ! Both Captain's b'dae is the same . haha ! Happy Birthday , Shao qi ! hehe .

For the rest of today , its fun in sch but back at home . nahh , dont want to talk abt it anymore . make me sick of hearing . went out for dinner and back home .

P/S: For those who wishes me , thank you so much ! i appreciated your love and care . ;D love you all . ;)

nth to do ...........

2009-12-29T02:53:00.001+08:00

Yaww people . Ct here for the 3rd post . haha . lol ? sebenar nyer i'm bored . dah tak der keje . so here i am blogging , talking rots and listening to songs . so yeah . Entertain me if you want to . smsing Farid and Hakim . and chatting with DannyBoyyTheDuppyy . haha . Here's a video of a song sang by Farid ampai , Wan and Kiki Warhead and guitarist , alep . Enjoy ~! Click this link > [ Kerna dikau ku sayang ;D ]

holiday packed !

2009-12-29T01:11:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps . 2nd post for the day . well , today woke up at around 12 nn . after waking up , watched tv for a while then watched Happy Feet in my room . haha . During the show , got a msg from Farid . asking me to call Danny . didnt call him but instead , Danny called me . ask if have i bathe , if i'm free , if i want to go lepak with them . So i said , yup, i'm free and all . so met them around 3pm . i'm late . haha . sorry danny . nak bingett ? mcm phm . skip skip skip . smpi jer pt Boon Lay New Interchange tuu ,Danny dah mcm orang tak pernah jejak pat situ gtu . Mepek . hahah . Pastu jalan2 pt JP . Danny keep talking jer . Layan kan uhh . Then he starts to sindir me . Bingett uhh . Sindir psl floorball luhh , psl i keeping quite . Salah pa ? Jalan2 lgi pt situ , then they going to Boon Lay Shopping Cntre ke aper , then i tell farid , i need to go SisterNaff to send her my half cardigan . In the bus , listening to songs . while listening , tears drop . maybe i just can't take what people says about me . Sindir , insulting and all . Dont like tau tak . ada paham ? i went off early cos i cant take what Danny says . cos i dunt like . ;( hurts me a lot . during the journey in the bus , rained at Jurong West area . was wet cos i went to KFC . haha . ran under the rain . haha . luckily never caught a cold . so bought my food and shared with SisterNaff . Lepak pt umah dier jupp and bused to 140 . to meet Farid . He wrote for me the lyrics .Thank you , hunnney . ;D skip skip skip . currently listening to Kerna dikau ku sayang by Alep , Farid , wan and Kiki . Go watch it in youtube ! give them some comments / Thank You ! :D

because a boy taught me that love is letting go .

Party out !

2009-12-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

Hello. Here back posting with much things to elaborate. ^^. Although its abit late . yar , So that day did my 3km run, and met Naff at Bukit Gombak Mrt. We trained to Lot 1 to get my Faded Jacket at Cotton On. Then, had our lunch at Long John. After that, trained town, Ion Orchard. We almost got lost just to find one shop, which is Flash and Splash.

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ya , so when we were at ION Orchard , Naff forgot where is the shop . went up and down to find that shop . My legs can't simply walk already bcos of the run in the morning . So in the end , we end up in front of the directory which was touch screen . lol . Found the shop name and when to that shop . After that , called SisterRabia . She at home waiting for Ibu . So trained back to BB MRT . planned to go my house to take Hamster's food and cage . but mama says that she will send it . okayy luhh . so went SisterNaff's home . haha . skip skip skip .

nevermind , i lazy to talk abt that day . hahah ! bye . at least i update .

sentosa with floorballers !

2009-12-11T00:06:00.003+08:00

today went sentosa with the floorballers . yeah . we had fun . okayy lorr .
nvm , the pictures coming up soon will do the talking . jyeah ~! haha . ;D

[updated] go to my Facebook to see the pictures then . lazy to post in blog . hehe .
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=130586&id=583648186#/profile.php?ref=profile&id=583648186

good night .

go out with Neesah !

2009-12-09T21:46:00.005+08:00

crazy look of us .

hey ! today was great !
had fun all the way . i thought that i would like be very emo . But thanks to Firdaus , Wati , Hanisah , Ismah and Emu . haha . They are the best . Lots of fun and laughter . They really made me forget abt those misery i had . We will go out again yeah ? haha . i really had fun . Laughter was all i had . Crazyness with Neesah was POWDER-FUL ! haha . took quite a lot of pictures . yeah . hahha . lol !

after bathing ...
kayy , today morning planned with Wati and friends to go for a run . yeah . plan to meet at 10am . but i woke up at 930am . wow ! i'm late ! yeah . WTH ! so rush2 bathe , packed my things for later then go out of the house . i thought that i was late so i took cab . $6++ . wth . while in the cab , called wati . she asked if i got bring towel . then i realised i forgot ! cos they thought of going gym . cos stadium was damn hot as the sun was already up . funny right . in the end , we waited for Neesah when i reached . i thought i was like the last one to reach . waste my money . hahha . lol . so when neesah came , they want to go for gym . But neesah promise Emu to meet at 12 nn . The time is like only 11.30am luhh . no time to run ! wahlau . so i say , dun waste money go gym . lets just go stadium . hah . so we went .

ct . neesah . Ismah . Wati . * Firdaus , cameraman .

skip ,
skip ,
skip ,

met Emu at CCK mrt platform . go Bishan with him and Neesah . while the rest went for lunch . Neesah wanted to buy the Fat pipe whip 30 stick . $127 . wow . after that went back to bishan . then emu separate ways cos he wants to go home . or smth . yeah . so took red line and drop at orchard cos neesah needs to buy a crumpler bag for Huimin . we went Paragon . didnt find the bag that Huimin wants . haha . so we went to find Mcdonalds . haha . cant find . until i we walk until Centrepoints then i rmbr there's Mcdonalds . yeah . Neesah was hungry . so sadd . reached Mcdonalds , ate Double Cheese Burger Meal . hahah . after eating , neesah kept coughing .so she bought strepsils . then no more coughing . GOOD ! hahah . so after that we dont know where to go . so we go to Plaza Singapura . while walking , we passed by Istana . then i was talking about the mcdonalds in china . cos there got pork burger . so she was emphasizing on the word "pork" . hahah . then saw the word "park" . Neesah was like , " what if a ang moh says "pork" and "park" . kept laughing and laughing . haha . then go to the highest floor , and we saw an arcade . so we played for a while . haha . then we go crazy after that . she didnt get that big HEAD ELMO . hahah . after that , we wnt window shopping . we cant find what we want and then i keep saying , got meh ? hahha ! "where's the swensen's ? got mehh ?" hahha . laugh . laugh . laugh . after that , walked , walked , walked . saw this shop . sell all the crap things . keep laughing .

some pictures during our fun today :
Pick-up dicks ?! lol . haha .
this is for someone who need it for emergency . hahah !
BADITUDE ? hmmm .
Blondie ! yeah .
retirement pills ? i want ! retire from studying . yay .
who have pimple break out . please eat this . haha ! jkjk .
awww .
for me ? awww . *rambot messy seyy "for me again ? that's sweet .

2nd monthsary of friendship ,

2009-12-08T23:13:00.004+08:00

heyy readers .
i'm really sorry for the suuupppppppppeeeeeeeeer late update . i've been very very busy with cca , training and holidays outing . today ? hmmmm .
BORING ! mendaqq seyy pt umah . woke up at ard 1 ++pm . cos ytd slept like ard 2++am . play comp . yeah . my fault , i know . Mum was out . then Brother wants to go Vivo . with his friends , i think . Dad working . i'm left alone at home . sucks ! watch 2 movies then . Syurga Cinta and Bohsia . lol . i really have nothing to do . After watching , plan to go for a jog at ard 530 pm . yeah , i did . ran ard bt btk west . then went to fitness corner near my hse . do some fitness work . then went home . Bathe , dad reach home . Mum reached home ard 530pm when i wanted to go for a jog . then she went out again . Go Elken meeting . watch s'pore idol . sucks ! tabitha out ?! not fair . nahh , nvm then . Now at 11.29pm , Brother just came back . saying that he went henderson waves then got this minahrep all . haha . lol . funny .

tmr will be meeting Wati , Fir , Nisah , i think . going to do our 3km run again . that time , we went to gym to run . after running , bathe then will follow nisah go town to buy crumpler bag . Huimin wants . haha . lol . i hope tmr will be a great day . rather than today . moodless , upset , missing someone . thanks Firdaus for cheering me up . i know you know how i felt . i felt useless at times . really , i did . my life with my GFs is like being very far apart . im not so that close with them anymore . what got into me ? im being like so anti-social to them . being selfish , not being my old self . i really miss my GFs . ;(

today was the 2nd months of my friendship with this guy up here . i really miss his msges . his words really cheered me up . he asked me to wait and i'm waiting . but there's no news abt him until now . i'm really disappointed cos i stay up late to wish him but he didnt wish me so . sighh . i cant really says anything . sigh . what i can do is just be patient .

friend , i miss your msges , your call and your laugh . i dont know why im feeling this way but whatever it is , i miss you a lot . you are on MIA . i know you having your rest , msges and calls will be picked up too . i really miss your late calls . maybe people can say that i'm like falling in love with you . but i dont know if its true . the way i felt , is different . sighh .

p/s: if you're reading this , i'm very glad. hah . Firdaus ! you know who , shhhhh .

gosh !

2009-11-11T22:52:00.009+08:00

Heyy readers ! i've been really busy with school . seriously .
Bridging programme , trainings , meetings . wahh ! stressed .
i miss these people most . Dania and Rieska , i miss you too . :D

this guy here >>> is furqaan . He's my friend . This picture looks like gay . but he's not ! well , i'm currently missing him . i dont know what he is doing right now . i'm really confused about his relationship . attached or single ? truth ??? not sure . sighhh . i wished he will realise something about that girl , hidayah .

"No matter how worst the situation , no matter how busy i am ,no matter much hatred i have made , yesterday is the day when our journey as friends started .... Happy 1st month of friendship dearest ... Forgive me for everything *hugs&kisses* Meet up soon aye ... May our friendship stands strong forever ... ILY ! ((:"

well , i'm just freaking miss this girl . Khairunnisa binte (father's name) . we have been 3 years together in the same class . But next year , we aren't . i've been offered to Through Train class . so we will not be in the same class . sad luhh kann . sobsob . i miss going out with her. i really miss the old times with her . she's really good to me . i appreciate that , darling . That necklace ! ohmy ! i still rmbr that time when we bought that necklace . i'm still wearing that necklace added with another letter . 'K' . lol . since we aren't going to be in the same class , you and azura take care , okayy ? imy .

cambodia trip .

2009-11-02T17:43:00.006+08:00

Forget what is called . haha .

The place where victims of Pol Pot Regime suffered .

The sunrise while going to Cambodia . :D

Fiona and Me . ;)

Monyet and me. ;D

it has long since i update . well , i went cambodia on the 22 oct until 27 oct 09 . overall , the trip was fun , full of laughter and did enjoy very much . Ms Chow was our facilitator . She was great ! She , Mr Yoong , Mdm Nuraidah and Mr Hoon has taught us a lot of leadership skills . Think , Care , Lead with P.R.I.D.E , responsibilities . wow ! okayy . the Pictures will do the talking then . :D i love Welfare ! More Pictures , do go to my FaceBook . :)Nurin with the kid there .

The girl who sticks with me the 2nd day of CIP .The alley to the way to T- house .

Nurin and me.

The Angkor Wat .The tree of love was in front of Angkor Wat .Nurin , Ms Chow and Fiona !Kbal Spean .The sunset before we left Cambodia . Welfare Group ! i love them !Welfare + Huashan + Eugene .

new friend ?

2009-10-13T14:34:00.002+08:00

farhan shah ? haha . no . it's furqaan .

heyy readers . today was the last paper , DNT . quite hard . dunnoe some of the questions . well , i did study but i don't understand the question that was given . Hayati was asking me for answers as she dont know how to do . i hope that dnt i will pass the paper . sighhh . no hope in social studies . the rest of the subject , can . have hope . Paper end at 946 am . didnt know where to go . stomach is grumbling . planned to go home with azura . while walking , saw twins ! saw walked with them , azura and hayati . then azura receive msg from him , go his house now . aru jer nak alek ngn azura . so azura ask to wait at 369 . so i and yati waited for her until my stomach starts to grumble again . so , i waited more than an hour i think . did gave her message that i'm going off . so in the end , i left with yati to macdonalds . *grumbling* twins had longed went home .

at macdonalds , ate double cheese burger meal . yati ate fillet o fish . she was also hungry . while eating , we talk, we share , we laughed . finished eating , my stomach starts to feel pain . wahhh . can't tahan . pain , pain , pain . while waiting for time to pass , msg Furqaan . wow ! he replied . while i msging him , yati played games in my another hp . she played until my batt was left with only 3 bars . hayati ! jage kau ! so , yati and i was in the mac for like 2 hours , waiting for azura's msg . she didnt msg and i need to go home . so in the end , i went home . haha . sorry azura .

reached home , get changed and here i am updating my blog and reading others blog too .

to my sayangs :
first things first , i want to apologise for my wrongdoings to you . i know i've not been myself like before . i just realise that i'm like being very far away from you guys . i can see that you guys had fun together without me . although , now we seldom hang out together , talk to each other , well , i think i'm being so selfish to you . i only think only about myself . happiness ? yeah , happiness . sometimes ,when i think back the olden days , i miss you guys . we had fun together . that was last time . i wish it could be like last time . i miss that days . i can see that you prefer and comfortable talking to your friend , so i'm backing off . that's why i bring myself towards other friends . i'm sorry if i act this way . i hate to see you guys hurt because of my acts so i kept quiet . i can't be the best among the rest . i want you guys to be happy and have fun with other friends . although my friendship towards you guys is suck big times right now , i stilll love you guys the way you are . i'm sorry nisa , rieska and lastly , dania . i realise my mistakes . forgive me . you guys are long forgiven . i love you guys . ;(

"Patience is part of life ."

"People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!"
- Ali Nitka

"If I had one wish this is what it would be, I'd ask you to spend all your time with me, we'd be together forever.."

bought contact lenses

2009-10-08T16:56:00.007+08:00

exam today was quite okayy . maths , i cant take it anymore . quite hard . i didnt revise . so blame myself . hahha . yeah , right . after maths , planned with azura to accompany buy coloured contact lenses . so did bought it . i bought 2 colours . Groovy green and warm hazel . one for me and one for mama ! hahah . mama wants to wear also . so i bought for her . yay !

GROOOOOVVVVVYYYYY GREEEEEEENNNNN !

after that , went meet mama at west mall . ate nasi ayam with her then went back home to try on the contact lenses . haha . tak sabar . then mama said this sat , can wear to my uncle's house in pasir gudang . hahaha . okayy syiok ! the colour cant be seen that clear . mama nyer can . so bright . hahhaa ! ;D and i told adek , adek also wants to wear . hahhaa ! kekek seyy .

fuck shit luhh seyy

2009-10-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

ctsayang ;

today sch was okay . i felt lonely at times . i dunnoe why . its seems that you treating me different than last time . sighhhh . nvm . its okayy . maybe i did something wrong that make you treat me this way ? i think . hmmmm . i'm sorry .

well , lesson are per normal . study study and study . SS lesson , we watch movie about war . quite interesting . yeah . i got this feeling of hatred , lonely , sad . i'm not sure who is it . but i felt very awkward today . hmmmmm . nvm . end school , planned to go back home . but we didnt .

hayati , afiq and me instead stays until around 6 . nisa went off with twins earlier . i went on doing my revision . then i saw Mr Daniel . so i ask him to sign the proposal thingy that was supposedly to hand in 2 wks ago . like what the fuck ! i did promise Ms Nafisah to hand in on time . but i didnt . Before the date line , i had done doing the proposal . So i thought of asking teacher for his opinion uhh . so then , that day i saw shao qi studying with his friends . since he didnt do anything , i gave him a chance to prove that he can do it . but in the end , he gave me rubbish work . i got scolded by Ms Nafisah just because of him not doing the right thing .

so then , just now morning , mr daniel went in to our class to take over ms ho's class as she's not around . so i ask him about the proposal thingy . i just found out that mr daniel found the proposal that shao qi print out in his locker ytd . like toooot ! how long the proposal has been in the locker ?! can't you just ask mr daniel yourself and ask him to sign ?! is that so hard to do ?! you've been complaining that you want to study , later you cant concentrate on your studies . talk shit man you ! the other leaders also having their papers to take and also need to study . why they can do the proposal but why cant you ? you seems not even have the spirit or initiative to ask what supposed to do . ehh , fuck luhh ! this wan also need to tell mehh ?!

so did give Ms Nafisah the undone proposal . she scolded me and i know its my fault . i'm sorry . my heart at the point of time broke into million pieces . i didnt know what to do because all the while , i'm doing all the things on my own . its not that i cant work with the other captains . its just that shao qi is also in charge of the planning of the open house thingy . i'm scared if i'm not there . he can take over as he knows whats the plan about . But i think i work best with my other captains rather than him . he may give good , creative , crapp ideas . but went it comes to paper work , he is lost .

sighhh . i criedd long enough to release my anger . i was so angry and upset at the point of time . so then hayati , afiq , wati , hanisah and nurianni helped with the redo of the proposal . and it's done and signed and also in the locker of Ms Nafisah . Now it can be called done proposal .

"i hope i can change my assistance into someone else that is more reliable and responsible in his or her work . i dont know if i can stand working together with Shao qi . Only god knows how hard i suffer and hurt . This can be changed unless he changed the way he work . i can't be the only one who is doing everything all the time . i hope he realise something . "

"Treat others well when you want others to treat you well . Listen to whoever captains in future . Help each other when they are in need , this will help . Give a shoulder to cry on when they are sad as they need someone to talk to and cry with . " - ctaisya .

anjat gue .

2009-09-24T21:09:00.003+08:00

Today was really laughter day for me .

well school start off with a good mood but bad weather . weather was dark . raining was cold . really hoping that i could hug someone for warmth . yeah . assembly time , i went up the stage to take award . wow ! haha ! Hayati was jealous . hahha . Frankli too ! Taking my colours award . was nervous bcos my name was first . after that went back to class for maths lesson . lesson was okayy . after maths was MT .

CEKGU YANI !

you looked at me like one kind . her smile was so evil . i know that now you already know . so keep it a secret . ssssshhhhh ! when he came in , she looked at me and smile , looked at him then looked at me back and smile . wahh ! baik uhh cekgu . haha . so Malay hmwk have not done yet . hmmm . i dunnoe how to do ! wahh !

i hate composition .

seriously ! kayy , done with MT . next was a period of Chemistry .
i just dun like when Mr Damien was interrupted and was influence by my classmates about soccer. Its like not in the subject luhh ! so he teach us about acids and alkalis . like TOOT !
talk talk talk and all came out nonsense !
Bell rang and its time for ET . somemore like what the TOOT !
he took up abit of the ET time . Nvm , longer also can . hahha !
so we when for ET .

we ran 8 rounds when n2 class need to ran up to the 3rd floor , pass by the library and come down . like aper jer Mr Gan . if i were them , i'm already like fish without water . hahahaha ! tapi keciian uhh , cos he is in that class . nvm , he is fit ! yay ! haha ! after ET was RECESSSSSS TIME ! hehe .

ate spaghetti with hashbrown . yummmmm yummmmm ! *buuurrrrrpppp* oppppssss , sorry . after that i was searching for him . but no where to be found . kayy , nvm . saw his friends . so we talk talk talk . then Nisa saw Mr Yoong . Let's GO ! RUN ! lol . he went up to us and ask if we are from 3n1 or 2 that are selected to go to CAMBODIA ! woooohoooo ! we are confirmed selected . yay ! sighhhh . tapi he cant go . cos he is going Perth , Australia . for his outing with his UG members . aper seyy . sedihh . sobsob . Mr Yoong ask we to inform the others to go for the first meeting tmr at 230 until 4 . wahh ! long ehh .

so went back to class for CME . we thought we are going to watch movie again . but nahh !
If were , we want Ms Ho to watch G-force .
Hayati forgets to take it out from her bag . hahhaa !
so then we went on doing this ws , talking about what we think of our friends thingy .
my buddy was LOH JUN HAO !
hhehehe . yay . but abit hard to talk about him cos i'm not so close to him either.
he is close with Nisa . so i cant comment about him that much .after that , we can do whatever we like uhh . then hayati make fun of Daniel's joke . "ROOOOOOAAAARRRR !" . we laughed until stomach cant take it anymore . so well , after 2 periods of CME , it was last period . it is GEOGRAPHY .
wow ! Ms Hammond looks pretty today . most of the guys liked it .
PERVERT YOU GUYS ! youknowiknow ehh .
John especially . he talks non stop about it .
kayyy . stop . so she gave us back our test papers .
was surprised that i passed 10/12 . wow ! not badd .
good job , ct .

so school has finshed . Hayati went back home , everyone went back home . Afiq went fishing with his fishing gang . i'm alone in the class with the tamil students . so i decide to have a nap while waiting for the time to pass . slept for like 30 mins then the tamil students make noise , so cant sleep already . stomach was growling , so i counted my money . left with $1.60 . wahh . so planned to eat rice with that hayati fav chicken . but in the end , i ate rice with that chicken and hashbrown . my junior lend me money . haha . lol . after eating , time was almost 2pm . so went up to class to take paper for meeting . then went library to search for Wati . then went for the meeting at 230 . haha ! was late . hehhe . about the proposal thingy . havent do seyy . die ! tmr need to pass up .

so after the meeting finished , went back to class , took my bag and went down to 3n2 . i saw Khairul in class alone . okayy . but the rest was playing soccer . then ask him not playing soccer ? then he ask where are they ? then i says in the field . hmmmm . then he stand up , put the psp in front of me , then he ask me what am i doing . so i says , proposal for open house . so he went to read up . wth ! while reading , he strip . wth ! wahh ! fuhhh ! lucky puase finish already . fuhhhh ! hhaha !

he went to play soccer . then i did my proposal on my own again . wow ! great . no one help you again . kayy , done with my proposal . saw shao qi in the canteen . i thought he went home already . so asked him to type out and print . haha . lesser work for me . then went up to the field and sat down at the goalpost . suddenly , one ball was going towards me . cos someone shoot at the goallpost the is near to me . the ball almost hit me . then khairul shouted at the guy , "oiii !" .... then he laughed mcm org giler . giler per kauu ?? ahaahaha . then Fahim keep saying to that guy , "minta maaf skrg ngn khairul !" wth ! Fahim , tk perlu kayy . i was like wow ! how come he react like that ? hmmmm .

so i went back to class . bored . listen to music . then i take a rest . then khairul went in . he 's going home . sobsob . hehe . he said bye to me ! hahhaha ! *blushhhhhhhh*

ohmy ! :]

adakah aku ini betul-betul mencintai dia ?

4th day of hari raya !

2009-09-23T20:03:00.005+08:00

a girl who wears same colour as him .

4th day already ! wow ! been to a lot of houses . hehe . money pun a lot luhh kan .

1st day was fun . hehehehe ! yiipppeeee ! get to take picture with my brother . dah go ns luhh kann , botakk uhh . hahha ! tapi cute ! heheh . Let's the pictures do the talking ,yeah . have fun !

with my lovely elder sister , kak ada .
with zainab .

with my lovely younger sister , adeq naff .

kak efin with zainab .

with kak efin .

all the girl cousins except zainab .

fun - shot !

all the 13 cucu of nenek Masnah . wow !

Hari raya lgi 1 satu ajer left !

2009-09-18T20:46:00.003+08:00

Guys ! hari raya lgi 1 hari jer ! excited takk ?

most of them sure says tak ade mood nak raye this year . ader yang cakap tk der mood luhh , ader yang cakap this year tak riuh sangat . hmmmm... For myself , this year's very stressful , sedih and also boring . Firstly , stressful because exams are in 2 weeks time . like WTH kann ?! for social studies jer tak ader harapan . its so damn toot hard luhh . dun understand what isit about . haiyakkk . skip skip skip . Sedih because allahyarham atukku . this year tak raya ngan atuk . atuk meninggal just right after my birthday when i was in school . hmmmm . thats really menyedihkan tauus . i miss his masakan . btol btol btol ! masakan dier punye luhh sedap .... tak boleh angs tauu . kadang2 teringin atuk nyer masakan . hmmmmm . lets skip this again before tears coming out . Last but no least , boring because this year nyer hari raya macam tak riuh rendah . not like last year or previous years . haiyakk .

ytd's night outing to GEYLANG SERAI ! woohooo ! cuci mata uhh aper lgi kann . nahh , tk der mase uhh ni sume . hanya ada satu jer di hatiku ini . ade luhh orang nyer . hhehehe . *giggles* well , macam biase , see mats mats and minahs minahs . anyway , hayati and my aunt family was at geylang too ! hahha . tapi not a chance to meet them . awwww . sobsob . went to geylang setakat nak g beli dendeng and burger ramli for adek . wow ! sanggup nyer aku ! hahha . lols . firstly went parking at city plaza situ . then walk to the bazaar tu sume and go to the dendeng main stall to buy dendeng . i felt thirsty and i bought water . after that , go search for burger ramli for adek . saw one ! but a lot of people . so went to the next stall to order . so bought 2 burger ramli daging , $2 keropok lekor , 1 bun of "kebab" and thats all . bought dendeng for mak lang too ! wahh ! so generous my dad nii . manyak duit ohhh ! hahhaha ! on the home tuu , msg kakak ada that i fought with zulfadhli . wahhh . binget dehh ! only kakak ada and nisa knows how geram i am . Lets dun talk about that , it makes me geram !

a question that always in my mind , " why are guys so irresponsible for their actions ?"
hope this hari raya , he knows something . wakeup , daniel . you're not a kid anymore . you can think . think hard .

2009-09-17T18:11:00.004+08:00

heyy earthlings .
sorry for the late update . busy with things , stressed about , such more . these days have gave me ups and downs . with friends , school works and that particular GUY . i realized that i rarely talk to Nisa . hmmmmm . Sorry nisa if i rarely talk to you . sighhh . thousands of apology . aku nak minta maaf dari hujung rambot ker hujung kaki jikalau aku ader buat salah silap pat kau ataupun menyakiti hati kau itu , maafkan aku yer ? untuk kawan yang lain , aku pun minta maaf kepada semua jikalau aku ni buat banyak salah silap terhadap kamu , maafkan luhh ct yer . hmmmmm . :[

heyy twins !
Happy Belated Birthday , yeah . i'm sorry that i didnt have a time to buy you both a present . i will buy it for you one day okayy . Its been more than a year that we are best friends . whatever it is , we are still one . i miss you both . both of you had made my life happier than boring . you showed me how to stay strong . your advices are simplyy good . well , i'm glad to have you both and also nisa . you and nisa are the best among the rest . cant beat other friendship . i hope you had a great time during your birthday . i promise i buy for you something that can remind you of me . hmmmmm .
Happy 15th Birthday , twins !

"10 april 08 , is the best friendship ever .
cant be separated .
whatever obstacles that we face , we fight through ."

to you , DANIEL .

2009-09-13T00:51:00.001+08:00

Dayah - budak yuying

dayah , mengapa kau sebegini
tiba-tiba kau mendiamkan diri
apakah erti semua ini ....
diri ku merana ...

oh dayah , dirimu tiada aturan
untukku memilikimu
dari dulu kau ku cintai
kini ku menyendiri .

ohhhh dayah .... ku ingin kau kembali
ke pangkuanku ini seperti dahulu
ohhh tuhankuuu .... bantuiluh hambamu
yang inginkan pertunjuk untuk percintaanku ini .

..........
..........
..........
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ohhhh dayah .... ku ingin kau kembali
ke pangkuanku ini seperti dahulu
ohhh tuhankuuu .... bantuiluh hambamu
yang inginkan pertunjuk untuk percintaanku ini .

dayah , mengapa kau sebegini
tiba-tiba kau mendiamkan diri
apakah erti semua ini ....
diri ku merana ...

oh dayah , dirimu tiada aturan
untukku memilikimu
dari dulu kau ku cintai
kini ku menyendiri .

3rd day puase , cobaan !

2009-08-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

hmmmm . school was hectic today !
since we are all fasting ... a lot have made me sabar .
today was fun , a lot of laughter and tiring too .
ku kene kacau rabak .

firstly , 1st 4 periods was DNT . Model is half way done ! good job !
continued my modelling and also helped khairul with his model .
ciian dier kene tear out the paper from the cardboard . bynk pulak tuu .
hmmmmm . while helping tuu , hayati , amalina and azura terkekek-kekek pt aku ni .
salah ke aku tlg khairul ? haha !
after that 3rd period going to 4th period , Mr Wong asked to stop and clean up the area .
so we did . then while cleaning up , Valar saw the necklace on my neck . she ask , " who's K ?"
so i replied , " i dont know . ask azura . " huhu . so she went to ask . haha ! lol .
so then we settled down after cleaning up , Mr Wong debrief us on our DNT . then he said about this year's topic that is Tidiness . so he disturb me saying , " untidy like you , right ct ? " so i said , " no luhh , like you ." then he replied me , " like khairul right ? "
what ?! why must be him ? lol . haha ! kekek per . Hayati , amalina and azura dah kekek . wahh ! paiseyy giler tauus ! lucky he didnt sit next to me this time . he sat in between hayati and azura . pheeeeewwww !

kayy , enough of them . so lesson goes per normal . but i slept during english period . i didnt listen a thing about what teacher says . was so damn sleepy at the point of time . haha ! so i fell asleep . haha ! tired luhh seyy .

today went back with my sayangs , nisa and dania . yayness ! miss hanging around with twins and also nisa . i miss the old times . sighhh . sediihhh ..... sobsob . reach home jer , heard mum and adek watching movie . watching "Bohsia" . while watching the show . i switched on my comp . and a few minutes later , bby online . yayy ! so chat with him , then he offline . sobsob . sedihh ! ;[ then until now i'm online waiting for bby .

*p/s : bby , imy , ily so much !

2009-08-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

AKU RINDUUUUUUUU DATUK K BANGGGGGEET !

Hotstuffkuu , afeeq ~!

2009-08-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

heyy earthlings out there !

blogger sucks big time right now .
can't upload my photos right now .
dah recover sikit . tap not fully .
sigh . what the hell .

well , today i'm fasting .
wow ! lgi 2 hari jer tauu hutang . hehe .
okayy , tadi sch was okayy . abit boredd .

i got to know this one guy , named Zulfadhli .
bkn nisa punye zul tauus .
zul lain . bdk woodgrove.
get to know him thru imesh sbenarnyer . then in the end , abg isk knl dier luhh . dah lame jgk uhh dier add , tapi tk pernah bbual .
so this is the time . haha . so i found something from abg isk . asked zul is it true and guess what ? its true . wow ! amazing . he says i'm cute that's why . lol . tak der maknenye .

dah luhh kuat cemburu . malu pulak tuu . hmmmpppphh !
tak maen uhh . hahhaa ! lol . after sch tadi he took me from sch . after my remedial and project . wahh . he wated for me depan sch . okayy . went out with afiq and hayati . he talk to afiq ferst then he msg me if i dun wan to talk to him . hmmmppphh ! ape ajer .

ytd also the same sikit2 cemburu . ape luhh sajer . bbual ngn kwn lelaki pt telepon pun nak jealous . wth .

i got to know this guy from imesh named afiq . wahh ! same as my fren afiq . tap dier cute . playbooyyyy per ! ahhhha ! cute banggeeett ! my hotstuff tauus ! hahahha . lol . kayy , now waiting for my hotstuff to online . maybe pun dier tak online .hmmmm .

THAT ZUL , tk nak blajar for his prelims ! ape nak jadi . hmmmm

enough of them . i think so tmr i'm dead . mr shashi suruh jumper dier . wahh ! seramm seyy .

why must me ?!

2009-08-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

back from CCA ni . now ngah tgk Anugerah '09 .
relaxation dulu ... so tadi training was tiring as we were under the HOT sun .
feet got blisters . OUCHH ! went home with adeq wati and adeq hanisah , then saw my Datuk K !
wahh ! happy sungguh ! at least went i saw him , i cheered up abit .

i was feeling down before my training starts.
sighh . what to doo . sume tk nk cooperate . most of them were late . Proposal haven't finish yet .
tak pegang pun ! DNT ?! lagi jangan harap ! tak sentuh ! Besok dah kene bagi Mr Wong tgk . wahh ! MATI sia .
i was too stressed with the things around me and i cried cos i cant take it anymore .

one thing ! proposal untuk past vs. present was not done ! am i the only one yang kene uat ni bende ??!! i was suppose to do with Shao Qi ! But i'm sure he will give that blurr face ! wHAT ? SOMEONE PLEASEEEEE HELP ! I NEED HELP ! i've talked to Mr Damian . ishh ! he says that i'm in the perseverance situation . tadi mkn ngn Nisa pun , rase mcm nak nanges . its like i'm doing this on my own , everything ! *sigh* what have happen to all after teachers have changed .Is this one of the challenge that i need to face on my own ? What if i cant take this on my own ? I cant !

Datuk K ! tlg i ! bynk luhh problem ! where are you ? i need you right now ! i need you to talk to . sigh . i sedihh , i stress , i .... sigh ... ntah luhh u . DNT pun blom buat seyy u . tlg i , blh ? i nak pertolongan !

busy busy busy !!

2009-07-23T20:00:00.002+08:00

well , sorry for the late update all . busy with my school works . sigh .. tiring though , everyday need to stay back until late . meetings , aces day routine and such more . what the hell kan ? today i 'm fasting , thanks nisa , yati for not kacau aku . i was not in the mood also . ran for ET and i was dehydrated . wow ! anyway , good job for myself as i survived during the ET . Three cheers for CT ! wooohoo .

i'm bored right now , watching Ice Age 3 , Dawn of the Dinosaurs . haha ! lol .
dah buke pun , kenyang giler sekarang . hehe . :]

i'm not there when you need me .

2009-07-18T14:16:00.002+08:00

i'm feel so bad right now . am i a useless friend of yours ? i was not there when you needed me at that time . come on luhh Ct , she's your bestfriend , you dont even know what's happening ?! sighhh . Update yourself luhh , Ct . she needed me at that point of time , and i wasnt there . she was finding for me but i wasnt there . i knew until Frankli , hayati and amal told me that she's crying . i called nisa but she dun know what happen bcos she was with dania at library . and i was at where ?! i was in sch ! and i dun even tried to call her . sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.

to my bestfriend kuu ,
cheer up kayy . i'm really sorry what had happened .
i feel so bad that i wasnt there when you needed me at that point .
i was in a meeting with Mr liu and the teachers .
i was in school but i wasnt there for you .
i'm really really really sorry , hunney .
:[

2009-07-17T21:45:00.002+08:00

CURRENTLY , i'm watching video of boys of flowers .
lol . nothing to do . very bored rightt na na na ....

short post for today .
had a lot of fun with yati , amal , frankli and afiq .
aces day routine !
woohooo !

Had fun camwhoring with bestfriend

2009-07-13T17:35:00.006+08:00

heyy EARTHLINGS !

ytd , did study date with bestfrend . had fun with her .
met her at cck at 11am++ . someone promise me to pick me up but he didnt .
awww . heheh .
so met her and then went to library .
blajar , blajar , blajar .
at last finished 3/4 of the hmwks i have .
then camwhored !
borrinnnggg , sejuuuuukkk , lapaarrrr !
didnt had my breakfast as i was abit late . ahha . then went lunch at mac !
pastu , went camwhoring again pt roof garden ! yayness !
editted the pictures :

Let's pictures do the talk ! :D

hoodies ;
i love you , hunney !
mixture of feelings ;
nisa's photography ;

CTsayang ;
you left me alone ;
Glimpse of you ;
the dream of mine !
bello and *tongue-out*
CTaisya & NIsayang

so damn , ily !

Shopping with daddy !

2009-07-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

what ?! cant upload photos ? pe jer .

today was fun ! quite fun and keep laughing because of my adek talk crap .
hahha.

firstly , today wake up at ard 12 pm . late , i know .
lazy to wake up early as there is nothing .
bathe and waited mum to come back as she buying breakfast .
reached home , ate the food she bought . and i'm done !
FULLED !
after that , on my laptop , and continued my homework .
so guai kann ??
hahhaha !
at 3pm , my dad need to send mum go sharing at taman jurong .
so , adek and me siap2 to go out .......... SHOPPING ! yay !

he picked us up and we headed to Queensway .
to find nike slipper for me . and my adek beli slipper adidas .
wow ! we searched for it around the 1st floor . yeah , great .
found adek's slipper ferst . then found mine . there's so limited designs .
while searching slipper , i also searching for Nike airmax 90 .
got ! but not nice . also limited design .

bought our things already . next stop was at Peninsula .
while looking through the shops , saw alep and friends going down the escalator .
smiled .
then saw this shoe . like it bcos its all in green . but hor ! tgk from far , lawar . near , not nice at all . hahhaha !
after that , when up to 2nd floor . go to this shop which sells all limited edition shoes .
my dad recommended me to buy the shoe which i chose . but its damn expensive .
he said , dun worry . just choose , what you like . so in the end , i chose the shoe nike airmax 90 limited edition . Purple black white . wow . got green . but scared later cant match with shirts .

so then after that , accompany adek go buy shirts . bought 3 shirts . i like the colour .
so the matrep .
hahhahaha !

during the shopping , my adek do some jokes .
hhaha ! lol .
kekek per . and my msg ring tone added in the joke .
whenever my adek some something true , there will be a msg .
and my ring tone will go , " hmm ! betol betol betol !"
hahhaha ! that time was msging him . lol .
mcm tau jer . hahaha !

then thought of going eat with mum after she's done with her sharing .
but in the end , adek was damn hungry . so went to mcdonalds' drive thru .
i only bought oreo ice cream and milkshake .
reached home , while eating , mum call that she 's already under our block .
ohhh mann ! how ?? hhahaha !
we didnt intend not to tell her that we had already eaten . hahhaa !
so we like. how how ? hahha . i knew that if we tell her , she will merajok .
hhhaaa . so we did tell her . but in the end , we told her let's go buy her bag .
so she was smiling . yay !

then went back to queensway . buy her bag . and she's happy !
bought bubble tea . then went to ayer rajah food court . yeah !
then FULLED again .
hahhaa !

p/s to that kallang guy : you've changed . you used to be funny but now you're not . what happened ? u can tell me . everytime, u online , sure u not in the mood .
what happened ?? reallyy what happened ??

busy busy !

2009-07-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys for not updating for long time .

when to OBS and came back with sores .
lol .

HOMEWORKS sucks . really .
DNT and ENG have not finsh yet .

what the !

p/s to someone who SYIOK sendiri : heyy , dun be to ss luhh ehh . He/she dah tak suke kau tuu , jangan nak prasan uhh . btol ckp Fikri , " cinta monyet tidak akan kekal selamanya " . wow . sesape terasa , sorry luhh .

happy birthday , mama !

2009-06-17T22:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday , Mama !
wish you good luck in everything you do .
Semoga panjang umur dan sihat2 selalu .
:]
we love you !

For afiq ,

Happy birthday jugak ! dah 15 luhh orang tuu . heheh . dah dpt ic . heheh .
lol . aku nyer b'dae dah lepas pun , blum dpt lgi . hahah !
Semoga kau bahagia dan panjang umur selalu ! :]

Happy Bdae , mama !

2009-06-17T21:21:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday , mama !

Wish you had a BRILLIANT day ahead and

your family will always be there for you when you in need .

We love you , mama .

My adek and i shared money to buy her a body shop perfume . i bought it right after my combined school training . LOL . i asked her to wait at home as she wants to go out to meet my aunt . got homed , presented her the present . i wished her happy b'dae and she kissed me for appreciation . so she open the present . she sprayed on her hand and she say , "wow ! i like ! pandai ehh pilih minyak wangi . " lol . tgk luhh siape choose . heheh .

squashed ;

2009-06-16T17:02:00.003+08:00

heyy guys !

today , followed my mum and aunt to Toa Payoh SAFRA .

watched Nabila , my cusin play squash .

she had a tournament there .

around 93o am , had already waiting for taxi .

fuhh !

picked my aunt and nabila .

then reached , my stomach starts to grumble .

*GGGGRRRRR*

what the hell .

so waited for her game at 1120 .

She had already played .

in the end , she lost .

her ferst time anyway .

haha .

Jiayous for tmr , jyeah ?

i wont be following as i got training at two .

and her game is at 3 and 5 pm .

wahh !

Now going , to ELKEN .

woohooo .

anyway , homework !

Left with maths paper , english compre and DNT .

LOL . when to do .

Lots of activities luhh .

must do it , oneday before i go Pulau Ubin .

lmao .

*to that someone ,

i wish you had top up ur hp .

then i could just msg you .

bye , batmanku *

Gentarasa '09 !Gerek !

2009-06-15T16:11:00.004+08:00

Gentarasa '09 ! Gerek per !

met up with Nisa , Twins and Frankli . reached NYP , tros g auditorium .
reached there dah kul 1130 ++ . abit late luhh , tap saw our seniors pun lmbt jugak .
so tak lehh marah kiter uhh to be late . seniors can be late , kiter pun boleh .

dah smpi , salam cekgu , amek ticket . took group photos and all .
by then , kiter pun masok auditorium dier . tk sabar uhh . we sat pt the 3rd row . wah , gerek , depan skali . took photos , and will upload it soon . think so . hhahah .

and the show starts.

ended like ard 2pm . cekgu kater jer 1 hr . tap it took like more than an hour luhh . tipu jer ehh . huhu . i saw the guy that ader bynk gigi tuu , sorry no offence . he tat time , took the same mrt as me uhh . tgk at me , smcm lorr . heheh . interested perr ?? hahha ! prasan nyer aku !

Dabes sume , kluar dari auditorium and i saw FIKRI ! and guess what ?! he wear damn smart with his NIKE AIRMAX . and he wore the same colour as me ! mcm dah janji gtu tap tak . GREEN pulak tuu , myfavourite luhh . Dah tuu , my 10 april GFs and me went to Bishan to eat . lapar giler punye .... LJS , all time favourite ! Dabes makan , kiter jln2 pt situ .then went to library , lepak2 . think to go where next . in the end , we go to lot 1 . while going to lot 1 , in the mrt , at woodlands . i was standing at the pole , and i was smsing with FIKRI . i saw FARID first then i saw KIKI . what ?!

so damn unlucky uhh ... first , pkai same colour nan fikri . then next is saw my ex . wahhh ,.. whatever . lol .

[change]

this 17th june ! my mum's birthday and afiq's birthday !
what do buy uhh ?? lol .

* to that someone i've been chatting with .
you reminds me to that someone , i love you luhh .
kayyy , i know its too fast tap , ohmy !
you're too hot for me . my heart just meltz .
melts , meltz ~
Love you , HANney .

camping .

2009-06-15T16:07:00.001+08:00

well , that someone wants me to post about camp right .
i have nothing to say about it .
just had a lot of fun and had great day .

~loves

Gentarasa

2009-06-13T09:10:00.002+08:00

Gentarasa , 13th june 09 , NYP auditorium .
Going later . meeting my 10th april GFs at CCK ferst . weeee ! cant wait to see them . miss them lots luhh seyy ! before that meeting Frankli at bukit batok interchange ferst , then go meet my 10th april GFs . Wah , Nisa ckp , " GFs ! nnt jgn lmbt . lambat kene tinggal .1050 sharp at cck .see you ! " just received this msg . huhu .

sis and me ; jemputan
again , in the bus on the way home from KL .

Kak Efin , Kak Irah , Kak Ada and me ; Lobby hotel

after bathing ; going breakfast . huhu .;D

Pout ? hehe ...

[ will be continued ]

KL and Camp

2009-06-12T18:08:00.003+08:00

Heyy readers ! sorry for the late update as i was away for 5 days because of going Kuala Lumpur and Floorball camp .

Well , on the 6 and 7 june , went to Kuala Lumpur for Elken Winner's Nite . The night before , my brother and i didnt sleep as we cant sleep at all . so i played my computer and my brother too , chatting with his friend .

So the next morning , bathe and got ready to go , and its was already 5++ am in the morning . We fetched my elder sis as she is following . Drived to Jurong west there to Docmo's house there . Bought Fillet-o-fish for my breakfast . woohooo .

then took the bus . sat with my sis . On the journey , Docmo asked them to introduce themselves . so did my sis . hahhah . a few hours to reach KL . On the way , i slept with my monkey that nisa and amirah gave me . After reaching Bukit Jalil Stadium straight , we went to tour the things in the stadium . And its only like 10 am . and we need to wait like another 4-5 hours more to go inside the stadium to watch the performance . so we take a tour in there . So after a few hours , we went to get ready to go in the stadium . we went to this one door where Singapore people was there . At 430pm , the door was opened . So people from behind kept pushing me and the rest .i was squashed like sardine . The most saddened day ever for me . While going through the door , my bag was stucked with the people behind me . and when i was through , i realised that i lost my monkey that Nisa and Amirah gave me for Birthday present . BIRTHDAY PRESENT TAUUU ! It is like very memorable for me tauu . i cried for the 3/4 of the performance . i was silent for a while . as i was tooo sad .

After that , the second day , went back home . Drop at Melacca for a while to eat Ikan Bakar . On the way there , had a nice sleeping time . wooohoooo !

Then reached Singapore at 12am . reached home like around 12am to 1am . Straight after reaching home , on my comp , burned CD and packed for the next day to go for Floorball Camp . didnt sleep again as i have not finished doing the gifts for seniors .

The next day , 8 june 09 , went to Floorball camp . Morning , my eyes cant open until i slept in the bus on the way to East Coast park . LOL .

And the story continues .....

sleep over , last minute !

2009-05-31T23:34:00.002+08:00

Last minute plan !

woohooo!
funfun !

well , actually , i was at my mum's hse uhh , then tend to g home after watching Camp Rock . Camp Rock finished until about 930 . then tk jadi nak alik . my mum ckp sleep here luhh , tmr alek umah . called my "dad" , he said he malas nak pick me up . so i say ibu ckp suruh tdo sini . then he say okayy , later i tell mama . wooohooo ! gerek per ..

last minute plan . i loike ! tapi tapi tapi , i scared mama scold . haha . so whatever . tmr going sch , got dance pract at 12 nn . go Farahh oooohhh !

till here .
Love my lovelies !

hari ni tak boleh angs !

2009-05-25T19:56:00.003+08:00

Today ehh , paling tak blh ANGS seyy !

a lot telah happened .

Nisa , Hani , you know what i mean .

hahha .

Tak leh angs .

After school , get changed and waited for Nisa and Hani .

then we planned to go woodlands uhhh .

abeh while tunggu tuu , the hot sun was shining at us .

so Nisa said that she wants to eat ice . *slurps*

so changed plans to go to Lot 1 .

ate at Long John Silver . mcm biase , tmpt kiter .

while eating tuu , berbual2 uhh . then come by 2 guys came in .

so , after eating , when toilet to just make ourself comfortable .

thenthenthen .................

ade uhhh , aper jadi .

skip , skip ....

on the way go somewhere , Nisa ckp "bocor - ter-rahsia !" . hahha !

kekek per . Nisa , baek uhh kau nyer melayu . mcm mane luhh kau pass tap aku fail .

she said that psl my fren told me she need to go home . but she ended up in Lot 1 with her bunch of frens .

tap we had a lot of fun today just with laughter .

sigh . i had long waited for that laughter to come . ;D

Outing with lovelies ;

2009-05-18T20:19:00.003+08:00

Besok nak go out !
yayness !
nak go out with my 3 lovelies .
Khairunnisa , Rieska and Dania .
tap kann , kiter nak ajak Amirah .
tap kann , dier tak nakk .

ikut luhh . cos kiter pun ajak ramai orang , mostly , tk blh .
adekkk ! ikut luhh . pleeeaaasssee !

yesterday , went for match at 8 pm .
we finished at 9 + pm .
we had a short discussion about how we performed .
we were not performing well yesterday .
Lepas tuu , i bathe for a while .
then went home with chahaya and farah and viji .

so then , i called azri . he said , dier tgh makan .
so i never disturb him luhh . i did message him , but he say he tgh makan and he nak g mandi later .
in the mrt , message with Fikri sekali uhh . cos dier message want to know about the game .
then dah sampai rumah , azri maseh blom call .
while i wait , i on my computer and wait for his call . until 1 am ++ , he still blom call .
i felt mcm saket hati . so since i dah tk tahan , i slept .

Now he onlined , and apologised to me .
and also promised me not to do it again .
see if his words are true .
sigh .

Let's have fun tomorrow !
Let's forget all our troubles !

huhu ! ;D

Webcams !

2009-05-17T01:59:00.001+08:00

currently , webcaming with A!mirahbbyku !

now is 2 am sharp .
can't sleep . chatting with amirah bby and Azri
woohooo !

buhbye, nak sleep .
hee .

insomnia ;

Exams over !

2009-05-16T13:53:00.002+08:00

Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
Exams are officially OVER !!!!
wooohoooo !

enjoy uhh ape lgi kann !

hehe . smlm dah enjoy with lovelies ; Nisa , Hani and Hanis

gerek per !

met them at Teck whye cc at mac .

i was late cos i went back home ferst .

Nisa and Hani went there straight .

reached like ard 12++ i think . huhu , sorry guys .

reached and saw them eating .

after that , kiter lepak uhh . pt blk 19 .

nak ddk pt swings tap ader 3 bdk cck .

so kiter ddk bwh blok .

then dorang dah jalan , we take over .

Nisa and Hanis g pggl nenek .

Kiter nak air batu !

huhu .

air batu MILOOO luhh seyy .

thanks gurls !

finish eating it , kiter sume HOOOTT !

so plan to go lot 1 .

so kiter take bus and go to library .

bace buku , katekan .

tgh carik buku , terserempak dgn Rieska and company .

If rieska ader , mane Dania ehh .

ohh ! rupenye Dania ngn A!mirah and Madina .

tgh makan . so tk ganggu .

after going to library .

kiter went back to lepak again bwh blok .

pastuu HUJAN !

Nisa suke uhh . psl sejuk and ader angin .

Hani tak a nap jup , kiter dgr lgu .

pastuuu , sume alek .

gerek per .

today , Saturday .

ader squash and my mum g Malaysia .

haiyakk !

Sunday pulak , morning tak der pape .

Malam nye , kene g tampines . psl ader game .

sigh . nasib the next day tak der school .

Mondayy , ntahh ehh .

tak kluar kott .

Tuesday , Gurls day out !

woohhoooo !

kiter going town uhh seyy !

yipeeee !

dah lame kiter berempat tak kluar same2 .

kiter nak tgk wayang !

tak leyy tggu seyy .

dont be so desperate utk dpt dier ,

dier dah tk suke sudah luhh .

liar like you , mmg tak blh trusted anymore .

nmpk jer baik . tak belakang orang , ape kau uat .

bodoh ! ingat kan kiter sume tak tau per .

National Museum

2009-05-11T16:56:00.004+08:00

woohooo ! yesterday followed my aunt to go National Museum . for fun . for the sake of my cousin . just to celebrate mother's day .

i slept at her house so i can post something in my blog . currently , we are getting ready to go out . to Westmall . haha . will continue when i reached home . huhu .

Happy Hols , everyone ! ;D

[editted]

well , after coming back from centrepoint , went to my aunt hse as my mum nak jumpe her mum . then i request nak ikot my aunt kluar . then my aunt tanyer my mum blh tak i overnight pt her hse . my cousin dah beg . haha . then went straight to museum . Abg Lutdfee drive seyy ! asyik kene marah jer ngan pak lang . keciian dier . tak per , he's a new driver . took some pictures for my that cousin . hha . during our journey in the museum , there's one video about how to make Laksa . then my aunt borrowed her daughters notebook , and wrote down the ingredients and ways to make it . hahah . lol . after our tour in there , our stomach starts grumble . so we went to the nearest reastaurant . called " ..... Wok " cant remember . huhu . it's a thai - chinese restaurant . i ate beef hor fun . quite nice luhh . not badd . a lot of people ate there . maybe it's quite unknown . Some were reserved . after eating , went to my hse , to take my clothes . and then we went home . but my uncle was no following us as he wants to watch soccer match at the Kopishop in front of my hse . reached the carpark of my aunt's hse . Abg Lutdfee nak park the car . he did , but he failed . more the left but not the right . haha . tried few times . then i went out and assist him . haha ! i'm so professional luhh seyy . huhu . mcm phm jer aku ni . during his difficulties parking the car , he can still shout , "ahhhhh ! tolonngg ! " hahha ! i was laughing my head out . kekek sheyy .

till here then ,

hugs and kisses to all mums !

Happy mother's day !

2009-05-10T12:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's day to all mothers !

heyy everyone . today its mother's day ! have you wish your mum yet ?
If not , go now !! before its too late .

today , just going out with my dad's mum and my mum's mum . weehee !
with my dad's mum , we going to eat at Sanur , Centrepoint . Then with my mum's mum , we going to bring my grandma maybe go changi airport . i think so luhh . i wake up at 11 am . bathed and now getting ready while blogging . woohooo ! multi-tasking .

Not much to say , i'm here just to wishh all mothers , Happy Mother's Day ! and have a excellent day today and aheadd . ;)

happy and sad experienced ;

2009-05-07T21:02:00.003+08:00

well , today i took mother tongue and english paper 2 .

it goes well but not for mt . i dont know how to do some .

woohhooo . sucks .

after that , when to canteen to meet shashi abot outward bound camp .

wow ! yipeee ! only a luck . it supposed to be emmanuel but shashi dont allow as he is taking nlvl .

too bad . i'm sorry to take over your place . well , we get the forms and must do a lot of things .

then waited with twins , A!mirah and M!adina for their ehem2 ....

when to eat together . i intend to go to street soccer court to see my "boyfriends" . hhaha !

but in the end , i followed twins they all .

went to mcdonald to eat lunch . i ate Milo Mcflurry . when the rest ate EVM . haha .

after that , smsed afiq and got to know that they are already getting ready to go home .

they had finish playing soccer . too bad for me , cant meet my boyfriends . sobsobs .

then the rest planned to go lepak . then go lorr . sume dah ader , i'm alone . so walk behind .

tak nak kacau uhhs . Dania keep me companied but i assist her to go walk with him .

then reached to a certain block . while walking tuu , i felt like jealoussy , sad , hurting . cried abit .

reached under the block , they asked me if i'm crying ehh . then i keep saying no .

well , i supposely tak nak menyusahkan korang uhhs . i feel like i'm so extra gtu pt situ .

i'm soo sorry korangs to make you all worried . i felt not nice to be there . that's why i assist that i want to go home .

then lepak2 , and went home . Twins parents send me home as they wanted to go IMM for dinner .

tmr , no schooling as there is sec 4 oral . sigh . boring luhh seyy at home .

kay luhh , till here jer luhh .

good nights . ;D

changed !

2009-05-07T20:53:00.000+08:00

LOL !

changed to http://totallyimhurt.blogspot.com
relink me , yeah bby ??

tagg me if you want me to link you . asap , i will .

hehe . ;D

COmbined school vs Pink flamingos .

2009-04-22T20:54:00.002+08:00

On the 19 april 09 , Sunday , The combined school gurls had our first match with the Pink Flamingos . They really did a good job by fighting back . Before that , there's an accident to me .

here it goes .

well , like usual , i met farah at jurong at 1pm . took mrt to Tampines . Chahaya wasnt with us as she having religious class that period of time . so we went without her . it took about an hour to reach . We reached Tampines , and we straight went to the Tampines Sports Hall . We reached before 230pm and if we didnt reached before that , we cant play for game . So we walked and both of us saw Ms Seah . And something happens . shhhhhhh ! its between me and farah . hehehe . then reached TSH , we saw the rest and i get changed before the game . we wnt in the hall .

Then , we tend to watch the game before us that was Nhac Tre No.1 and Skools Innebandy . so we sat around the sides near the badminton . we watch and watch and watch . then in surprised , one of the Nhac Tre no. 1 teammates bang into me as he cant control his speed when he was running for the ball . he knocked me down and i was injured . he injured my neck . and now my neck is sprained BEFORE MY MATCH ?! what the ! he dont even apologised uhh ! what kind of MAT SALLEH is this ! cried in pain . then i endured the pain until our match had finished .

I want to play !!! just bcos of that idiot , i cant playy . Jerk ! Coaches asked me to consult doctor and get a receipt . After the match , called mum and told her about the incident , she asked me to call dad . so i called , dad sound furious . but still he came . he arrived , and he took me to consult doctor . so i did . and the doc says that , my neck sprained and its swollen . i got 2 days mc and 1 wk rest and can't do pe and heavy stuff . haiyakk ! pain is back !

for the next game , that is on this sat . i cant come . i'm sorry . i still need to rest . haiyakk ! must go all out okayy gurls ! i know you can do it ! must do it ! make everyone proud ! :)

late update

2009-04-17T21:45:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late update yeah . i know its almost dead .

well , terlalu busy with schools and trainings uhh .
sigh . today , Frankli , Afiq , Nisa , Amirah , Dania , Rieska made my day .
the whole day after sch , laugh ajer . tak stop all the jokes .
thanks all . sayang korang sangat2 .

will try to update as soon as possible .

hugs and kisses ~~ !

march holidays !

2009-03-25T15:03:00.005+08:00

heyy !
sorry for the late update . busy with schooling and combined school trainings .

March holidays has ended . well , i went to Mersing , Malaysia . to PANCING ! yayness !
went with my uncle's family , my bro and dad . went there by cars . i sat in my uncle's car with my cousin . journey was not long . we stop at a small shop to eat our breakfast . well , i ate roti canai egg . 2 sia . and its like 4 !! it's being cut and i finished it ! yay ! i was DAMN hungry ! haha !
it's like about 8++ am ! woo .

after that , continue with the journey to Mersing . about another 1 1/2 hours to reach there .
when we reached , we waited for my uncle's friend to park our car at her house that is nearby .
waited and waited for the speedboat , havent turn up yet . so we went to the nearest shop to have lunch . when we ordered our food already , the boat came . so we told the seller to pack for us . so saddening . took the speedboat to go to the island , pulau besar .

On the way there , took some pictures of the island nearby and the driver who is driving the speed boat . reached the island . it was so DAMN beautifull luhh seyy ! then walked on the loooong jetty . haha . while walking , can see fishes , corals and lagooons . wow ! cool kapa ! hahha . then we went to the receptionist to take our room keys . we got a house looks like a chalet . we took 2 rooms . after settling down , we got change and went for fishing under the HOT sun . i wore sun block lotion on my hands and face only . legs didnt and in the end , my leg got a shape X . lol .

then around going to sunset , i caught a fish ! yiiipeee !! "todak" , if you know what fish it is . Finally , a fish ! then they call its a day . too tired . haha . then we had our dinner . then watched soccer , which Manchester United VS. Liverpool . How could Man U lose to Liverpool seyy . Surprised . 4- 1 seyy . hahha . LOL . too tired , then went back to our room . slept and woke at 2 30 am . LAugh out loud . aunt and cousin woke up too . so we went searching my uncle and my cousin's brother at the jetty . they were fishing for squids . so waited for them , then they also went back to the chalet .

next morning , was raining heavily . can't fish anymore . sobsob . waited quite long . so we went for our breakfast . well , breakfast was bread with jam , butter and kaya . fuhh ! sedap seyy ! hhaha . then tunggu luhh hujan abes . tak stop2 seyyy . so ape lagi , hujan hujan , kiter tido uhh . lol . then kiter pancing lagi . then dpt ikan muke sebelah . so called ikan nabi . i think luhh . then rain again . haiyakk ! so went back to chalet . sigh .

the last day , they thought of fishing again but i need to reach s'pore before 6 + like that bcos of my friendly match at NTU . So we took pictures before that . then we off back to s'pore .

Pictures will be uploaded soon . till here , bye .

this is for him that forgets about me .

2009-03-04T20:40:00.002+08:00

sorry for the late update . busy these days .

well , this song is for you , hunneh . i miss you , i loved you for long .
but in the end , i found out and see with my own eyes you had fun and holding hands with your "new" gurl . my heart went hurting in pain . bursting in tears . what i've done to you , you really dont care .
you forget me . you forget what i've done for you . help you , lend you money . how long do you want me to wait ?! HOW LONG ??????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it really hurt me . i'm the one who is hurting right now because of you ! do you know that ? you dont even care about me , am i right ?! for you , is like who am i to you what .

Mengusung Rindu - Spin

Dalam hati ini ada nama mu
Nama seorang insan yang aku rindu
Dalam diri ini ada sayang mu
Sayangnya diri mu tidak mengerti

Dalam senyuman ini ada tangisan
Tangisan seorang insan terluka
Dalam jiwa ini ada pilunya
Pilu yang membuat aku menangis Oh hibanya... ( oh... )

Sayu hati... sayu sekali
Melihat engkau berpimpin tangan
Dengan sidia
Sakit hati... sakit sekali
Pabila cinta yang aku beri tak dihargai

Sungguh terhina letih tidak bermaya
Rasa terkilan bunga yang ku puja
Kini mekar harum di jambangan orang
Kau yang ku sayang

Aku yang gundah
Kalau tahu sakit begini
Tidak aku bermain cinta
Kalau tahu siksa begini

Tidak aku menyayangi mu
Pilu resah di hati ini
Mengusung rindu...
Ku tak berdaya

If you're reading this , i'm really hope that u change and think over .

youth leader's summit 2009 , 6-7 feb

2009-02-08T20:16:00.002+08:00

Youth Leader's Summit 2009

well , i attend that . Its from 6-7 Feb 2009 . Its very interesting . FUN ! The emcee is really fun .

1st day :
we had to sit with our sch . then talktalktalk .
like ard 2++ , the speaker , the chairman of the summit , Mr. Delane , took over .
He gave us this challenge to change places and when you change place , on your left , right , front , back must be different schools . then he began his talk . then i think we had our tea break . so sian luhh . i can sleep . too long of talking . then went back to the hall . got this game , called praxis . this game is about runnning a business . the game is just like monopoly type . then had alot of funn playing that game . although its hard . then we were dimissed at around 6 . reached home like abt 7 ++ as i took 178 . haha ! lol . learn my mistake . can't take 178 . must take 187 . haha !

2nd day :
long day . lazy to talk about it . tired . reach home ard 8 + i think . when to buy my own dinner . no food at home . sobsob .

on sunday , that is today . i woke up at 10 am . haha . damn tired uhh . kayy luh . till here .
gd night , cya . tc .

FLoorball , 2nd round bby !

2009-02-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

heyyheyy !

a thousand apologies ! i was so busy with school thats why i didnt update .
i was having trainings , tournaments , enrichments . too busy . sigh . everyday go home late .
for tmr , i have no trainings cos of the youth leader summit . haiyakk ! what the .
on sat , suppose to have training , but i cant go also . cos of that youth leader summit .
then Gary says if those who never come for training , no need to play for game . WHAT THE HELL!
he think what seyy ! i got youth leader right ! then dun let me play . dun let , dun let lorr ! i'm not important to you , what ! i let in SILLY goals what . For the gurls today , i'm proud of you all today .
you all give your best out . and i like the fighting spirit . and our next match is versus TECK WHYE .
Must be aggressive okay . although we lost , 7-4 against bukit merah , we lost with pride . see how happy we are just now . until i played until no voice . haha . i enjoy today . huhu .

kayy guys , till here onlyy . i'm sleepy . tmr still got school to go .
sigh . for those who read my so called essay . good . haha !

ctsayang

My belated b'dae . 7 january .

2009-01-17T17:28:00.004+08:00

Happy Belated birthday !

heyy ! although my b'dae have already past , i would to thank for those who had wished me on that day .
thanks alot to my sayangs ! well , i'm so damn happy as my mates had made a surprised party for me . But end up , had something happened . sigh . yes you're sorry about it , but i did not blame you or anyone , you did not know that day was my birthday . i understand . pity nisaa . i gave her advised and we continue on what they planned . had my wish and blown the candles . firstly , i gave it to zul . then i gave it to farid and kiki . then to aim and shafiq . for the others , they took it themselves . tak sabar . dah lapar sangat tunggu . haha ! then have their lunch . at around 4+ or 5+ they went , left with zul , wawan , nisa , fahim , ilyas , ikhtiari and me . before the rest went home , each of them gave me u hug . and someone gave me a peck on my cheek . oh my ! so sweet tauu . hehe , i like ! thanks anyway .
for all , thanks for the presents , the wishes and the love . i appreciate it a lot . love you guys !

and the next day , went to school . school ended at 1240 . and i got a really bad news from my mum . My grandfather left us . i was suppperrrr sad . at that particular time , i was in the hall , rehearsing the cca pledge . then i told afiq and suliana that i cant attend both days of cca orientation . sobsob . then called my mum , she said that my dad was on the way to pick me up . when back to class , and saw twins . hugged them tightly . then they send me to the foyer . after that , went back home , almost cried again in the car . sigh . changed and went to my aunt hse . all was there . that way was the most bad present , i've got from the god . i was unlucky , maybe .

till here , life still need to go on .
sobsob . i miss you .

ctsayang ;

cousin from Ireland !

2008-12-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

Heyy .

here our outing from Sentosa .

with my aunts , cousins and uncles .

was fun .

my cousin in YELLOW with his elder sis , younger sis and parents . They stayed in Singapore like about a month .

was funn with having them around . Once in a life time , they came back . and they came back after 7 Years . awwww . i'm sure gonna miss them a lot . for the ferst time meeting them , they shoot up so tall . i was so surprised . all had fun , my aunt kept our photo when we were small , and we took again after grown up picture . we sat at the same particular place . haha . well , i'm posting this cos they are leaving tmr night . sigh , gonna miss them . all the happy times we had , sure gonna just be sweet memories . ;D

For tmr , is the last day to have fun with them . and we will meet like another few more years again . ahha . and all we'll look different . sure gonna be . and sure , lela junior gonna be so pretty . hahha .

p/s : Busu , Uncle Vince , Chey2 , Abg Faris and not forget my cute cousin , Lela , i'm sure will miss you a lot when you fly to Ireland back . anyway , take care of each other , yeah ? Don't fight . and listen to Busu . take care .

take care my cousins ! Love you lots !

tagged ;

2008-12-26T22:55:00.001+08:00

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog .

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz . Those that are tagged cannot refuse .

C. Continue this game by tagging 8 other people .

1. Dania
2. Rieska
3. Adek amirah
4. Bella
5. Natasha
6. Farah
7. Beverly
8. anyone . ;D

Tag , you're it ! :)

1. What have you been doing recently ?
-- blogging and go to granny hse . boring .

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
-- NO !

3. What happened at 10am today ?
-- Someone called my phone when i'm sleeping . bluueehh !

4. When did you last cry ?
-- A few days ago .

5. Believe in fate/destiny ?
-- of course . Like duh.

6. What do you want in your life now ?
-- Freedom , someone that i'm waiting for .

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood ?
-- NO . Let's play under the rain !

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed ?
-- cuddle my pillow .

9. What bottoms are you wearing now ?
-- Long pink pants . ;P

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox ?
-- a msg from said . ;D

11. Do you tend to make your relationship complicated ?
-- i wish not .

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone ?
-- nahh , but i want borrow his hoodies . ;(

13. What was the last movie you caught ?
-- Twilight ! go watch it !

14. What are you proud of ?-
-. my potential . (:

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say ?
-- i dont keep msg in my inbox . :D

16. What was the last song you sang out loud ?
-- ' Kembali Pulang ' , by kangen band .

17. Do you have any nicknames ?
-- ct , ctikus , shasha . Lots more ...

18. What does the newest text say ?
-- ngh tgk tv jgk , from said . hehe .

19. What time did you go to bed last night ?
-- 1++ am .

20. Are you currently happy ?
-- not so .

21. Who gives you the best advise ?
-- close frens , daniel .

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
-- NO!

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night ?
-- Farid . asking him to accompany me .

24. Is something bugging you now?
-- YES! about him !

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
-- Daniel .

sial uhh spammer .

2008-12-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

EHH !! spammer , get your own life luhh ehh ! tk der keje lain per kacau hidop aku . aper kau nak dari aku ni skrg ?! aper yang kau tk happy ngan aku ni .
aku tau kau kenal aku . tapi jage diri sikit luhh ehh , aku tak takot pun nan kau . pleeasse luhh . Stop this nonsense luhh . kau ckp nan kwn kwn aku yang kau uat gini ni sume pahale ?! PUI UHH ! BULL SHIIT luh seyy ! Kau uat ni sume , kau maken dapat dosa ! BUKAN PAHALE , BAHALOL ! FUCK luhh seyy . Jangan kacau hidop aku blh tak ?! aku tk kacau kau kan ! kau dah knape ?! kau ader hal per ngan aku ?!

i'm sick .

2008-12-10T21:48:00.001+08:00

today's training was okay . i didnt train due to my bad flu and slight fever . so had slack with Nurun . She is also sick . We are in the same boat . yeah ! hahah .

After the training , had friendly match with CHIJ St. Theresa .

OH gosh ! we trashed them ! Thats so cool . But not so that challenging for them uhh . cos the STC just started playing floorball . Not bad for them too . GOod Job !

we scored more than 10 where STC score 3-4 goals .

they played like 5 periods and each period is around 15 mins .

Kay , till here . update you later on when i got time , yeah ?

tata .

not in the mood .

2008-12-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

well , not in the mood now .
a lot of things happen in just 30 min .
i found out a lot of things .
its okay . love seeing me sadden what .

its okay , its life anyway . although it ache my heart , i will always be myself .
but it hurts me a lot .

since i'm not in the mood to update , let's end here for today .
have no mood to update . feel like giving all out !

bye .

training till fri .

2008-12-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

well , back from TWO trainings . One was COmbined School's training and another is Onewest . wahh ! tiring seyy . Legs are aching . Trainings everday can make me go crazy . gahhs ! Eyes are heavy now but not going to sleep yet as i wanna chat with my cutestuff . He's funny . yeah ! cool .

well , our friendship has driven us apart and faded day after day . We had not been contacting like the school days . i miss Rieska , Dania and Nisa . We have been together like a year now . and all went on with their own life . i have been busy with floorball trianings . Nisa having problems that she have nit settle . Twins have their regular life . Life this days were ups and down . I hate this . I want the old school days . I want it back with the memories we had together . I had appreciate a lot with you all . I miss the old you . But you've changed . sobsob . Till now , you 've been in your own world . Wake up dear ! Start now how to make up your mind ! please . I dun want to see you all the time with a sadden face . It hurts me too . Make up your mind dear before its too late . Its been long that you have not shared your problems , feelings and misery . Text me when you feeling down .

will update about my cutestuff , myhotguy and mybestdamnthing !

2008-12-01T14:25:00.000+08:00

ily , bby boy ! gahhs , i miss you luhh , b . mane kau menghilangkan diri . dont leave me here alone . ):

Ct aisya bte Ahmad ;

heyy , long time never update yet .

been be busy .

with ; floorball trainings .

i have no more breaks until end 2 weeks of december .

sobsob .

well , life has change . all gone to their own ways .
yesterday , just came back from eastcoast .
have fun there . i went there like on sat night .
after i send dad go south africa for work .
reached , salam sume .
missed abg wawan , kak ada , naff , abg isk and all .
got some abg yan and abg wawan came down .
sume nyer cute mute seyy .
haha ! didnt sleep for the whole night .
syiok oi , but tiring .

yesterday , went home like ard 730 .
slept in the bus and sat beside this abg named din .
cute oi dier tdo .
haha . his head almost touched my shoulder , like 2 times !
haha ! he is just like 16 years old .
yeah ! (:
ayah send all go home . and send me last .
woohoo !

till here , i need to go ! buhbye !

aku sayang daniel tauuuus !

2008-11-15T14:27:00.001+08:00

CTSAYANGDANIEL TAUUSS !

dier luhh jiwe aku .

He help me a lot tauus .

sayang dier sangat sangat !

He always been down but tak per you , i ader pt sini .

any problem , tell me kay .

haha .

kalau aku ader problem , he try to solve it for me and try his best to help .

kalau dier ader problem , aku try to tolong jugak .

ni luhh kater nyer kawan yang paling baek dan yang disayang .

dier dah banyak tolong aku .

thanks a lot eh , DANIEL !

ctsayangDANIEL sangat !

dengs !

2008-11-13T18:17:00.000+08:00

borrrrinnng !!!!

edit pictures . watching tv . and editt fs .

thats all i do .

today didnt go training . as i was suppppeerr lazy to wake up .

haha ! ytd night talk to abg ashraf , thats why . haha !

didnt get to conference with twins and all .

to twins , i sure gonna miss you ! hope you get there save and sound .

and i'm sure wanna fetch you from CHINA !!!!

iloveyou , twins !

muuuaaahh !

; ct

Sentosaaaaaaaa !

2008-11-06T01:57:00.001+08:00

yeah !

today went out with twins , amirah , farah , natasha , madina , classmates rieska and gang zulfiqar tuu sumer .
went out to sentosaaaaaaa!!!
yay ! funfun tau ! tak regret pegi .
haha !
took pictures alot luhh . haha ! cool per .
will upload the picture later ..

ferstly meet up with them at jurong east mrt . i was late abit . tap kan ! yg bdk lelaki sume lambat !
aper seyy ! kiter yg kene tunggu . waited for them , mcm tggu aper seyy ..

then dah smpi vivo ... g mamam pat burger king . fuhhhhhh ! kenyang seyy !
dah tuu , when to buy tickets for the monorail .. then the ticket at the booth , out of service ..
what the hell ! terpakse luhh , kene g luhh information centre dier . sigh ..
after getting the tickets , took pictures .

then , dah smpi , we went to pahlawan beach .
fuhh ! start luhh bdk lelaki tgk perempuan pkai bikini .
ishishish . cuci mata jer tau .
cari luhh tmpt untuk rehat . skali hujan .
potong steam ajer !

ashraf !

2008-11-03T04:50:00.001+08:00

goshh ! its ashraf .

well , getting to know this guy . but it turn out to be a disaster .

sigh . what to do . maybe we are not fate to be together .

ctsayangashraf sangatsangat !

it's 4.25 am and i haven't sleep yet ! gosh ! impossible !

haha ! Double Lame + Whatever Equals Merepek .

Abang isk teach .

hahaha !

abang isk is so cool luhh .

you cna't stop giggling when you meet him , i'm very sure ...

your cheeks and stomach can burst .

i hope they will last long , aites !

till here only .

want to go to bed . so late already .

haha ! taunt pt dalam bilik . (:

bleah !

2008-10-30T16:47:00.000+08:00

CT SUDAH BORED !!

layan kan ct boleh ?
wah , baek perr ... Sms , call , sume nyer tak angkat !
aper seyy ..
kawan macam gini eh .
FUCK luh !

mentang - mentang 'dier' dekat situ ..
sumer tak angkat my call uh !
what the hell seyy .
in the end lepak nan afiq and frankli .

uuurrrrggghh !!
geram nyer !!!
dah luhh binget pat umah .
nagg sane , nagg sini .
binget tau tak !
can you give me freedom ?!
dah school holiday kan !
fuck luh satu - satu !
can i just have that freedom ?!

tak per luhh , since sumer macam gini ..
might as well ....
............................................................................................

dah uh ! sampai sini jer uh .
saket uh hati bbual psl dorang .
bleeaahhhhhhhhhh !

p/s : go fuck off , man ! tak gune jadi kawan and jadi mak . buang masa ajer !

Results are out !

2008-10-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

Results are out , babe !

well , got 2nd in class . yeah ! improved !
Last year , i was 4th in class . woohhoo ! i like .....
haha !

My first choice was bio , geo and dnt .
so guess what ?
i got it !
i got promoted to class sec 3n1 !
yeah !

some were sad . sigh . what can we do .
we have already chosen our subjects combination .
so must take it or leave it .

):

Hari raya '08 !

2008-10-12T14:16:00.000+08:00

well , sorry for the late update .

since its hari raya . been very busy with exams and hari raya things .
yesterday went out with the sec2s malay guys and gurls .
damn GEREK uh !

111008 Hari Raya Sec2s Students.

well , wake up around 8+ am . mum and bro havent wake up yet .
then get ready and meet the twins at bustop near their hse to go Nisa's hse .
haha ! perspire a lot luh . damn hot seyy .
reach Nisa's hse and waited for Ilyas , Naqiuddin , Azura , Frankli , Nurin .
haha !
ate some popiah and drank some water .
after that , went to azura hse as Afiq and Haniyati reached .
ate again . Nasi Minyak with ayam masak merah .
Fuh !

Sedap ... haha !
then wait for Fahim , IKhtiari and Natasha .
they came , we went up to bt Panjang . to go Cekgu Nafisah's hse . nasib tk bynk org.
haha . cool .
bbual , mkn , minum .
pastu went to rumah Cekgu Norli , Yew tee .
WHAT A DISGRACE !
tak dientertain .

Then the seniors sume came , and ask us .
" korang sec 2 kan ? pukul raper nak alek ? korang datang nak dpt duit rayer kan ? "
kiter sume , aper lagi , jalan uh . tak salam cekgu pun .
jalan kluar ajer .
pastu went to Cekgu Zelda's house .
situ LEBIH GEREK !

the last 2 years batch of seniors lgi gerek .
dorang lgi ader hati perut untuk suruh kiter g makan .
then buat klakar luh tu sume .
maen- maen nan cekgu nyer baby .
cute maot eyy !
eee ! geram seyy !

haha ! took some pictures of the baby tap tak clear as baby tuu gerek .
then the seniors , alek and left the sec2s batch .
ader jugak the sec1s , not much . drg pun alek .
then left us . we ate mee goreng and ayam goreng and ikan goreng .
bnyk seyy . after that , watched some movies.
they open the movie , " Pocong 2 " . haha !

Naqiuddin pekik mcm perempuan seyy .
bcos of him , Azura , haniyati and they rest pun terpekik psl he scares us .
terperanjat .
haha ! kekek seyy .
we stayed long . then went to naqiuddin's hse .
wahh seyy ! kene kacau seyy nan mak dier .
gerek per .
tk leyy angkat seyy .
pastu go my hse . wah , nisa , azura , haniyati sume takot kucing . haha !
tak tergerak seyy .
yg lelaki , ape lgi , maen ngan dart .
haiyo .

lepas my hse , go twins hse .
makan bee hoon soto .
then azura nan nisa cabar naqiuddin to eat the cili kicap .
then he go eat . pastu saket perut . haha .
tuu luh , nak act macho ajer .
after twins hse , went to ilyas hse . and the time was like 9++ pm . gerek per .
ader lgi , 3 hse to go .
then tgk suria . Bujang Lapok . haha .
tgk smpi tk sedar time .
time dah 9.45 pm .
giler seyy .

then took 187 .
drop some where at bt btk .
then i went hyper .
geesssh !
went in the middle of the road.
hehe . kes tk der keje.
then took 188 .
full seyy .
masok ajer luh . tk kn nk tggu lgi satu bus . dah luh 188 lmbt .
beh squeeze ajer luh .
while was in the bus , apitt and frens went up the bus nak g cck jugak .
then dorang kacau dania .
tk der keje lain .
they drop ferst then us .

reached rumah Ikhtiari like around 11 + .
wahseyy ! sume dah ckp dah lmbt nak g umah Fahim and Afiq .
Keciian seyy .
so some go home on their own .
left , me , twins , natasha , ilyas , naquiddin , fahim , afiq .
at last , ikhtiari 's mum antar we all balek .
naseb seyy .
so then antar natasha ferst . then me, naqiuddin and ilyas .
so i lepak nan drg skjp .
naqiuddin g tukar bju , farid also came .
then they send me home . they went taunt at umah ilyas .
haha . i reached home , there's no one .
walau weyy !
dorang blom alek seyy . i mean my parents and adek .
wah , so bathe . and then went to sleep .

gahhs ! i 'm bored !
till here ajer luh . will update more if i'm bored .
hees .
;D

dun underestimate .

2008-09-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

well , this is the last photo that we took .

i' sure gonna miss them a lot .

sigh .

well , i bought new headphone .

green colour !

woohoo ! gerek uh !

hehe . ONTO brand .

dah common .

hahaha .

today had my ferst exam paper .

english paper 1 and 2 .

quite hard but i'm sure gonna score in letter writing and compo .

hope so .

hehe .

For the other exams , i wishh u good luck in all papers .

revise the subj before its too late .

hehe .

:DD

what a disgrace !

2008-09-16T20:20:00.000+08:00

sigh .

what a disgrace .

kamu hanya suka mempermainkan hatiku yang agar kuat .
kamu mesti berasa gembira apabila aku diputus cinta . kan ??
kenapa kamu suka memainkan hati seseorang wanita itu ?
kenapa ??
hanya kamu luh yang aku boleh bergantung dengan .
kata-kata manismu boleh menyair hatiku tetapi perangai kamu yang suka memainkan hatiku tidak boleh diubati .
hatiku sakit seperti dicucuk dengan pisau .
sekarang , kamu adalah seseorang yang hatinya buruk dimataku .

sesape yang terasa , i'm sorry .

yeah ! back with him ;

2008-09-14T13:54:00.000+08:00

well , i'm damn happy uh .

but right , he and nisa as one . they kept something from me , u know .
nisa dun wan to tell me what they talked about .
not fair kan .
bluueek !
130908 [ a day that i should remember ]

today , wake up .
then someone smsed me .
that someone is damn irritating uh .
nisa , u know who .
haha .
tk layan dier uh .

then went to cuzzen hse to give her tuition .
what a troublesome .
now updating my BLOG as someone asked me to do so .
hahah !
well , i miss you luh dear !

i promise that it wont happen again kay .
i promise .

its okay klau u blg nisa .
i relief klau u blg nisa rather than other people .

thanks dear !
ily tau !

fight again .

2008-09-09T21:08:00.000+08:00

Dear ,

i am really sorry . will you forgive me for my wrongdoings ?
i want my one and only you .
i dont want anyone else .
i know that its all my fault . but this is just misunderstood .
i regret doing all those things .
i just want you back .
pleeeaaasse ?

your love ,
ct .

just why i cant have a good life like others do .
i'm stressed over this .
what should i do ??
Ya Allah ,
berikan aku kekuatan . amin .

why always i got in love with him but never return his love ??
i want him but he asked me to find other better guys .
i cried the whole night until i'm sick right now .
Slight fever isnt good . sore throat too .
eyes swollen is hard to see .

p/s : sayang , i want you back . dont leave me . i wont give up loving you .
everyone do make mistakes ; yet mistakes are forgiven .

lost !

2008-09-06T21:11:00.000+08:00

hey guys !

today , i felt so tired .
wake in the morning for my sahur .
pastu sms Farid smpi kul 6++ .
pastu mandi and get ready to meet YiLing at near keming .
asked Farid to accompany me to the bustop .
Thanks alot yeah , Farid !

After that , floorball match starts .
and we lost , 2- 12 .
every muslim gurls was dehydrated .
were damn tiring uh .
Lips were all dry .
they almost break their fast but never .
strong arent they ?

went home with hakimah as she needs to go of early .
i go off early bcos i wan to go out .
reach home around 130 .
quick bathe and wear tee .
finish doing all those things , sms Farid .
Farid ask to meet at naqiuddin's hse there

after meet , we took mrt to tanjong pagar .
to meet naqiuddin's dad .
his dad send us to Peninsula .
His dad gave naqiuddon 50 bucks to shop .
wth !

then followed naqiuddin go buy his things .
and i saw this tee that i've long want .
cost about 1 for $12 and 2 for $20 .
cheeeeaaap right !
i want buy !

after buying , my legs all go jelly .
haha !
too tired . Farid keep asking if i'm okay .
then took 190 to cck .
slept in the bus but naqiuddin keep disturbing me .
kacau jer luh !

too tired , so sleep skjp .
hehe .
pastu , reached cck .
Farid bad mood .
tk tau knape .
then i try sms him when we reached bukit batok .
i sms him bcos i was scared .
his face looks so scary to me .
hehe . sorry yar .

then they send me to bukit batok cc .
then they went home .
i sms Farid why he bad mood .
then i try to pujuk him luh kn .
then tell him what really happen .
and now he's okay .
haha !
with the power of ct's words , he can cool down fast .
haha ! mcm phm !

pastu , skrg , try to msg him .
tap tk reply . sad kan .
sobsob .

tk per , i understand .

till her jer luh .
next time , update lgi . buhbye !

buke nan alep ! (:

2008-09-04T12:09:00.000+08:00

heyyloww !

nari boring luh kn . sume nyer tk blh kluar .
ajak bnyk org nk buke luar ke tk .
end up , i and alep jer . fikri lgi blom tau .
tap dier nk pegi .
sigh . wat the *toot* kn .
lepas satu , satu back out .

tk per luh kn , since dah tk blh kuar , nk uat aper kn .
tk kn nk plead dier parents kn .
mcm bodoh jer .
next time jer luh kiter sume kluar buke same same .

till here .
nak potong kentang .
buhbye .

been ignored .

2008-09-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

anuwar , why have you been avoiding me ?? what did i do to you until u must ignore me . but whyyyy ?? i miss the old anuwar who always keeps me accompanied and happy always . but not now . current anuwar have changed alot . i've been waiting for your msges and e-mail to be replied when ur phone is spoiled . i always been patient towards u . but not now . u've been avioding me . i know i am not like natassia . she is the one who u always love . i just realise that u deleted ur old friendster profile and make a new one without my knowing . u added natassia but not ur bestfriend . i'm although ur bestfriend . but why u treat me like rubbish dump ???!!! whenever u wanted me to be there for you , i'll always be there . but when i wanted u to be there for me , you didnt do the same . i tot u were a gentlemen with a intelligent brain . but in the end , u're not that intelligent at all . you're just like the rubbish dump i noe . i just wan to know the truth . the truth that u have been hiding from me . what is it u wan to tell me ? just tell . am i irritating to you ?? just tell me what u wan to say . i wont be mad but i'm hurt . after one left , now its you who is leaving me . my heart hurts to lose a bestfriend that i always with . why are leaving me so fast ?? is ths the end of our friendship ?? is it ?? if yes , pleaseeee dun . i beg you . i love to have a fren like you . that is funny , cool , but ... rather you left me .

till here fren , anuwar .
it hurts me talking about you .
i'm glad if u are reading this .

boredom .

2008-09-02T11:24:00.001+08:00

Kakaksayangadek tau .
Hanya untukmu sayang ;
Frankli di candid !
Adeksayangabang jugak .

boredom strikes me . i've been waiting for you . waiting for your msg . waiting for your love .

but what i get in return is to wait and ignored .

exams are coming , and i still havent study and revise .

Fikri , if you are reading this , thanks . you always be there when i'm bored .

you entertain me with laughter and joy .

Thanks for all that . i appreciate it alot .

i'm still loving you .

dearest , ct .

selamat berpuase !

2008-09-01T13:30:00.000+08:00

to all the muslims people ,

Selamat berpuase . puase tau , jgn tk puase .
menahan luh dugaan itu .
dun be tempted .

;DD

i know you have been ignoring me . but why ?? what did i do to you ?? if you dont like me , say . no need to always appear offline when i want to chat with you .
this lyric and song is dedicated to you ,

kemana kau menghilangkan diri

mengapa kau melarikan dirimu
ku rasa sayu
ku ingin kau disampingku
seperti waktu dahulu

ke mana kau menghilangkan dirimu
ku rasa rindu
ku mencarimu
di singgahsana

dan aku..hilang tempat bermanja
engkau pula..bersuka-ria

kemana kau menghilangkan diri
ku yang mencari
manakah janji dan sumpah setiamu
yang kau berikan kepadaku
apakah kesalahanku padamu
dan juga tingkah laku ku itu
sehingga kau menghilangkan dirimu
dan aku kehilanganmu

tolonglah kembali ke pangkuanku
ku ingin bersamamu
seperti waktu dahulu
kita berdua..gembira

i miss going out with you but i think you dont want to go out with me anymore .
as you give reasons so that i cant go out with you . dear , what did i do ?? You never treat me like last time .anymore . why are you ignoring me ?? maybe i'm not like the gurl you always love . but its okay . i understand . since you ignored me , i leave and forget about you .

Happy Advanced 43th Biirthday , Singapore !

2008-08-08T16:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Advanced 43th birthday , Singapore !

today had celebratiion for the 43th birthday for Singapore . Had alot of fun in the end .

morning , went to school with afiq and naqiuddin .
reached school ard 7 am . afiq need to fall in by 7 , so he rushed in to fall in .
so , i went to 2n2 , and found noone except Timothy .
asked him if he saw nisa . and he reply , she just went with judy and jackline .
buih uh nisa ! ):

after that , went to foyer to take attendance . sat where my class at .
was watching the parade , then mdm zelda called us to get ready for performance .
so went to the foyer to get ready . get them settled . there was butterfly in my stomach .
was scared . after the parade , was the cheers btween the sport leader and prefects .

Sports leader 's cheer :
1,2,3,4 .
the countdown has just begun . 5,4,321 !
we , all swiss DARE TO TRY .
we , DARE TO TRY .
we blow your mind .
we are swiss .
hey , hey !
we are swiss .
hey !
we , all swiss DARE TO TRY .
we , DARE TO TRY .
we blow your mind .
we are swiss .
hey , hey !
we are swiss . [ wait for 2 beats ]
heeeeeyyyyyyy !
Swiss ah , ah , ah ~!
Swiss ah , ah , ah ~!
everybody shout now .
P-R-I-D-E
Swiss pride is what we have .
what say u say i say ??
swiss say we are the best .
oleh oleh ah ah ~!
swiss is the number one !
swiss is the CHAMPION !

after the cheering , we had our chinese group sang a community singing ..
okay luh , not bad . but the thing is that cant hear their voice .
after the chinese group , the tamil group then us , the malay group .
the tamils was quite good . the song is like remix type . haha !
then , us , i felt so scared . hands were trembling .
we ran to the open space and music was on !
wooohoo !

i was the lead singer . like wth !
Frankli dun wan to take the microphone . ask me to take .
so sang lor . forgot some of the lyrics .
hehe . after the song , we all went back to our classes .
some of my classmates said heard my voice .and its nice .
sure not ?? nice meh ?
after the community singing , we had to do the cheer again .
have alot of fun with the sports leader and the rest of them .
sang shine for singapore , home , where i belong and we will get there and more ..
then took the whole school photo .
quite fun ..
haah !
then went eating with the malay students .
went to mc , and i saw KARHOE !
keep disturbing me .
issshhh .

then went the Rieska and dania house to lepak .
played her psp and i got addicted to the game .
haha !
i want borrow !
then went to mc again near her hse . ate ice- cream amd went home .
reached home and noone at home .
sobsob ..
so played computer . and had camwhore on my own . haha !
fun leh !
will upload it as soon as possible .
editted some pictures ..

will upload here ferst .
hehe .
till here ~! need to go out !

sorry , late update .

2008-07-21T18:47:00.000+08:00

i know my blogg is kind of dead right now .

haha !
too busy uh , sorry uh .

kay , my life is worse .
15/07/08 : broke off with cicak .

sobsob ... i dont this to happen but it happen .
But there's this guy name ANUWARR BAKHTI , who is always there for me .
and he is the one who cheered me up .
akusayangANUWAAARRR BAKHTII !
Tat day , i went out with him .
met him with his frens pt causeway .
then , i get to know his frens .
4 gurls and 4 guys . hehe .
His frens are all nice people .

We went to watch " Hancock " at 430 .
nice movie . had a great time with him .
he made me forget cicak for the meantime .
finish movie at 6 and rushed back to school .
cos i had onewest training at 6 . i reached sch at 630 - 645 .
Coach was not in his mood . so i quickly change and train .

The memories with Anuwar are still lasting in my mind .
Although he's not my boyfriend but ilovehim more than ilovecicak .
sigh .
I had promise him that i'll give him something surprise .
He promised me that he wont call me " fat " anymore .
cos its an insultation . i dont like .

Now , he is sick . i feel so bad like tat .
sigh , wish him to have a fast recovery .

done ;
akusayangANUWARR BAKHTII !

plaann spoilt . ):

2008-06-12T15:17:00.000+08:00

NIsa ! ape duh , last minute makcik lu dtg .
halau dier alek uh . hahah ! joking only .
jahat nye ct ni . (:
ct slalu jahat .

hehe .
hope one day could bring lappy out to do project .
parents sometimes do CARE aboout the properties that they bought for us .
haha !
I'm craping again here . muahahahah !
i'm bored as at home right now , my brother's tuition is at my hse . teaching him .
blluuueehh !
so must keep silence .
heeess .
help my brother with his game character in maplestory for a while ,
then mayb later going to continue my maths homework .
sigh . Holiday shud be relaxing with no stress of HOMEWORK !
what a kind of holiday .
only , today and tmr , i had free time . so i will talking crap here .
haha !!

Nash , i miss you lar !
Anuwar , i miss you lar !
Twins , i miss you lar !
Innotrek Instructors , I miss them lar !
Nisa , i miss you lar !
Cubefreak , I miss you lar !

haha ! boredom strikes me !